What opiate are you on right now?

what about plugging oxy? would that make any substantial difference over eating it?

also just took another ~5mg oxy

 

Plugging dilly is not anywhere close to IV..trust me...haha.

 

60mg of oxy- 40 oral and railed 20
thinkin about doin 220mg tonight..
its been awhile since i've caught a buzz..

 

50mg of Norco
And off to get my Morphine script from the doctor , in about an hour.
Today is going to be a fuckin high ass day
Its so hard to stay in control on refill day..

 

^Yes, yes it is...

My appointment isn't for another week

 

haha i hear ya man.
i always have a little fun with my meds on refill day.

oh,just took 50mg of oxy- 40 oral and blew 10mg

and i plan on taking around 200mg tonight..
should be fun

 

Ya, I will be blowing 150mgs of Morphine by 10:38 am in the parking lot of Wallgreens..
Maybe 10:40 if there slow..

 

I'm on nothing but kratom right now but that's okie dokie with me - I wish I'd heard about this sooner. It tastes like moldy ass but holy hell, I feel REALLY good.

Tomorrow, I go to the pain doc, at 5:30, for an epidural. At that time, I am going to blow that asshead up for giving me nothing but 5/325 percs and Neurontin and flexeril. How is that pain management? I managed not to kill myself with the tylenol? What the hell? And then on Saturday I'ma go yell at my shrink and make her give me some barz or kpins or something. ANYTHING other than Lexapro (which makes me nervous) and Remeron (which gives me nightmares).

 

Right on,
I love a woman with a plan.
And a dam good plan if I say so myself..
Got get em!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

I figure if I act like a complete loon at the shrink's office she'll be more inclined to give me a decent sedative. My problem is I always act all polite and say "okay I'll try that" and I don't LOOK nuts (see my album) so they think I'm not really having anxiety. But honestly, it's sometimes so bad I can't leave my house.

As for Dr. Do Nothing the Pain Mismanagement Guy, I'm just gonna tell him I spent the last two weeks going to the ER (truth) because his shit does NOT WORK.

 

yeah you tell that mother fuckin biatch to hook you up with some real pills that actually work.
theres nothin more frustrating then seeing a pain management doc who is under prescribing or not using a strong enough painkiller.

its like you get excited that you're finally gonna get some pain relief and then these dick heads give you the wrong or not enough meds that don't do shit all.

 

It's true, and this is the second one I've gone to. The first one spoke Russian and his office was FILTHY, and he told me "I don't prescribe. Take clothes off, we do injection now." I was like, "Dude, I am NOT takin' my clothes off for you unless you have a wad of twenties to stick in my g-string." And now this guy. I saw someone walking out last time with a script for Kadian, so maybe I just need to impress upon him more fully how much pain I'm really in.

As for the head shrinker, she told me straight up she doesn't like Rxing benzos, so I'm going to have to really play it up.

 

Well I just got back from my Pain Doc.
I told him that I was taking 4 30mg Morphines a day, and he said if its working thats what we will do.So he gave me 2 60mg morphines a day along with 60 mg of Norco a day. Cool I'm now set.
He has me set up with injectionsa next week.
And check this out, I told him I wasn't sleeping at night and he then said I'm going to write a script for Zanax, I said fuck ya baby..
But then he said it was for my injections. He gave me one 1mg pill...
I was dam man, I thought he was going to give me a script. FUCK
Oh well
Anyway just ate 60mgs and snorted 60mgs of Morphine.
Should I eat the Zanax or should I wait a few????

 

What the hell, go for it. Unless the opies keep you up at night, in which case, save the zannie for when you wanna chill for the night.

 

I'm just wondering cause I'm on 80mgs of Norco and 120mgs of Morphine.
I think I might wait a few.
And Dilly,
When you see your doc do what I do. If your given 5mgs twice a day tell him you had to take like 4 of those 3 times a day to get any relief.
That way he has an idea of what it takes to help you. It might work..

 

Yeah, that's my plan, and also I'ma tell him that my sister who is a Nurse Practitioner told me to stop taking so damned much APAP because it's bad for your liver. I don't wanna go in and tell him all I know about opiates or he'll call the police on my sad ass, lulz, but I need to make it clear to him that 5 mg percs are useless for real pain. And I AM in real pain. Like I've said, I got clean of a really bad dope habit with subs and I've been off the needle for 2 years; I tried everything else before going on narcotic pain meds because I know what can happen, and I've been good about NOT shooting them. But 5/325 percocet? Come ON dude, especially for a pain doc.

 

Ya 5mgs is fucking worthless..Hope it goes well for ya. And good job on staying off the needle.
Proud of ya.. keep it up

Also is .5mg good for someone that has had zanax once.
Or should I take the whole thing

 

Thanks man, it's not easy.

As for the zannie, I have mad tolerance for benzos so I can eat like 2 bars at a time and still drive the car (not that I would because THAT WOULD BE WRONG). Depends on your body whether you should eat the whole thing or not, but I would wait a bit regardless because of all the lovely opies runnin' round yer brain.

 

I would wait with the xanax. I always like taking xanax at night.

 

I like taking xanax ANYTIME. But that's just me.