only had fentanyl in hospital the once, was so angry when it wore off and not really because it wasn't in my system any more but just idk i couldn't control myself...knew opiates have would delt with the situation but couldn't bring myself to seek them
no opiates today. we were supposed to get H yesterday but wont be able to get it till tomorrow. im hung high and dry right now.
haha found a old vial of about 20mg ground oxy, gonna dissolve in water and drink after lunch god I love sunrises like this
^^prettyyyy, prettyyyy good. Anyway, being that I rolled my face off until 5 am today, I just put away 60 mgs to help with crash... and honestly? meh. I could see this being one of those nights.
Well today was new script day, So I'm on 150mgs of Morphine and 50mgs of Norco's. Dam I'm feeling great today..
I would be ruined if ever given a script... I would just give myself fair warning about the WDs I would eventually have to endure.
yo oxyrisin, just outta curiosity, for what reason are you prescribed your meds?if you don't mind me askin. also, how do you manage to get a buzz off your meds without going overboard? personally, i have to take like 2 days supplies worth of meds to even catch a buzz. any suggestions would be much appreciated
Well I take them For back pain. I had 2 back surgerys in the last 8 months.. Your second part is a good question..First I pick up my meds, get home and take anywhere from a double to triple dose to get good and buzzed. Then I take my meds and put them in a 30day pill container.Then I try and to take my normal dose in the morning then again in the afternoon. I can catch a buzz on my normal dose but the addict in me always wants more. Almost every month I get to about 3 to 6 days from my next refill and run out.. This part sucks balls real bad.. I usually find something to keep me out of withdrwal till my next script. Its not easy at all. But I take as few as possible and when I get my refill I start all over again. Plus I was on the same dosages of oxy and norcos for 4 yrs. That way my tollerance dosen't go through the roof. And this method has worked for me pretty well.. I also steal pills from one day to catch a better buzz, then take less the next day, just enough to keep the pain mostly away.. I hope you understand this cause I'm pretty fucked up right now and rambling like a MO-FO..LOL If you want me to clarify anything, just ask and I will try and explain it better. But I better stop now before this turns into a book.LOL
Dam dude, what beach. That sounds like a hell of a good time.I use to live on the ocean and loved the fuck out of it.. Oh ya and another 30mgs of Norco's a few moments ago. I better stop now before I take to many.LOL
sarasota florida (right by tampa)...my family owns a condo on the beach. it was amazing just chilled out there for an hour nodding in and out enjoying nature. would've been better if my girl was with me but she couldn't come (maybe thats a good thing cause i dont think i could right now either if u know what i mean hahahah) cause of school. just came back and did another 30. feeling awesome. thats it for tonight tho and i think im gonna take tomorrow off. ill be back at it wed though. im here till Fri and only have like 3 80's left...dont want kill em all right away!!! life can be pretty good
haha thanks oxyrisin, no need to clarify.it all made sense to me.i pretty well do the same thing as you. im trying to go the rest of this week on about 10-30 mgs less per day then my normal dose because i kinda went on a a little binge the last few days. its hard as hell with a full bottle of oxy sittin in front of me though haha
Boy ain't that the truth, Pills just sitting there teasing ya to eat me eat me eat me LOL And crisp enjoy your evening sounds like fun See its 10;30pm and just snorted another 30mgs of Morph. Dam it, But I feel good as hell.HEHE
just did my first ever bag of heroin. about goddam time ive been running around jersey for three days trying to get it. anyway its starting to kick in and i feel pretty good. we got a bundle between me and my buddy and that should last us through tonight and tomorrow then im heading back to dallas on thursday. btw i snorted it.
Keep us posted on how you like it, after a few bags. I got the highest on the 2nd or 3rd bag/dose i did.