mmmm in the middle of a heroin weekend. i think this is gonna be it for awhile, its time i give sobriety another chance.
I'm gonna try to take at least a week of break after this last 3 week binge I've had... hopefully I can extend it to a month. I'm not gonna do opiates or smoke weed, because weed really fucks with my mind more than makes me feel good, but for some reason I keep smoking it. Oxy is losing its fun now that I take it more often, so I want to get back to that stage of beauty and rarity that it used to hold for me I also had a strangely bad experience today??? I took like 40mg and then later snorted maybe 10mg and I started feeling weird and jittery, and my heart was beating faster than usual instead of slower. I felt shaken up for a few hours after that... physically & mentally.
30 mgs of hydrocodone and I feel only the slightest taste of the opiate buzz.... I miss the low tolerance so flippin much... and because it's so dry here, the APAP kicks my ass like a bitch for three days afterward.
yeah idk ive noticed something similar lately with opana. sometimes ill do a line and then get this rush of anxiety. maybe im jut feeling anxious and just happen to be doing drugs at the same time. idk but im almost out of opana so im gonna take a long break from opiates.
Yea man, good luck you :cheers2: I'm gonna try to start my break tomorrow, although my friend owes me one OC30, so maybe I'll start once I get rid of that. I'm basically at a checkpoint here: I either keep going and get my tolerance sky high (plus get closer to addiction), or stop for a month and set myself free pretty much After that I want to do oxy sparingly like when I first discovered it.
Eagle, from West Tennessee, some small hick town. I think I need more posts before I can PM, assumably?
160mg codeine cwe fucking 4 hours so far pinned the fuck out barely holding back puke itching like crazy not having the willpower to even scratch it feels too good
4 bags of H IV about 3 hours ago... just popped 8mg of xanax. They were the mylan A1's tho, which I don't seem to like nearly as much as any of the footballs.
I had the Mylan A1s before. I liked them just as much as bars. anyways, I got a call from my P.O. today, saying he was gonna push my date back 17 days. I was supposed to go see him this thursday, but he moved the date back 2 weeks. This means: tonight: 1 OC80 3-4 10mg endocets 2-4mg of xanax 1-2g of high grade chronic I cant fuckin wait!!! I figure I can smoke tonight, just tonight, and be clean in 17 days. I've already been clean for almost 3 weeks, and smoking just one night will only make me dirty for about 5-7 days, but I got 17 days to get clean so I should be good. Regardless 2-3 days before the test I buy a home drug test kit and test myself, and if I dont pass I buy the formula 420 drink. I got this
Hey Kilo, or anyone else... I dunno if its jsut in my head or what, and I know they are all 1mg or 2mg alprazolam as the active ingredient, and aslo that people swear that some generics are more potent than others, fillers and all that junk. But for some reasons, the Blue mylan A1's dont do it for me liek the GG258 footballs or the G footballs or ofcours eht brand name xanax 1.0 or UpJohn. Same with 2mg, used to get the round Mylan A4's from CVS, and when I switched to Walgreens now I get the yellow purepac bars, R039. And I like the GG or G tombstones too. So I dunno? BTW... I pick up those 90 bars Wens Morning.