What negative shit happened today?

lol for sure. I can relate to the feeling no dought.

 

i've said it before, and i'll say it again to all the 16 year olds that are in love and live with their boyfriend like adults (hah!) and cheat on each other...you'll be a burnout by 21, and you life will be nothing after that. turn back towards innocence now!

 

fuck fuck fuck... i just rolled my ankle at the gym. as i was getting off the treadmill.

this comes at the worst time, just as my season is ramping up... laying off sprints is gonna kill my time. who knows if ill be able to get on the bike and do 50 miles tomorrow as planned...

fuck and all this could've been prevented by getting new shoes instead of running in old worn out shoes.

fuck me, this sucks.

ice pack

 

100% agreed. I live with my now husband when we were 17 because his mom left the state and he wanted to finish school and my mom always let other people stay with us if they needed help. I married him 2.5 years later and though he never cheated he had tendencies to do so. I quit college and moved across the states with him only to find out he was nothing like he was before and he is verbally abusive. If I could do it all again, I would never ask for him to live with my family. Maybe too much info.

 

Gret. If it makes you unhappy, why not get out? Hugs.

 

Right now it wouldn't be easy. I plan on changing a lot of things when we move at the end of this year, but as of now it just would be difficult to leave. He isn't home that much anyway.

 

Not too much info gret. (((hugs)))

 

Tehe or may suit both at the same time :O sorreh, insensitive mood disorder joke. <3 you Z

Ohh sorry gret Hope the things you change work out

 

ice pack!

haha SO true
don't worry about insulting me, I'm mostly just manic

 

Ok yesterday was a a pretty bad one, when it rains it pours,

First off, i found out none of the college films i was doing a major role on got picked to be made so im pretty jobless as far as college is concerned, not really a big deal just kinda sucks, then on my way to work i got hit by a freaking car while on my bike, luckily my bike took no damage cause of the way i was hit and i limped away with a swollen bruise just above my knee, makes it difficult to walk though, Next i went into work where in the space of an hour i trapped two fingers in the dishwasher, burned my damm hand on the fry oil and finally wacked my funny bone off a press.

Was not a good day

 

Shit man, that is a bad day. You gotta have like a weeks worth of good days comin.

 

dayuuummm everyone. greta and jason hope y'all are doing better today

 

ughhh last night I was at a bonfire and apparently stepped on something really HOT. have a third degree burn the size of a quarter on the bottom of my foot.sa big hole, DEEESGUSTING I thought I was gonna go into shock I was bleeding so much.
ewwws

 

Been doing much better since that day and my leg is feeling much better

 

I spent almost 2 hours of my life watching the new Alice in wonderland movie

 

I was peeling potatoes and somehow cracked my fingernail right across the middle...like a cracked windshield on a car...it started as a small lil crack and because I keep banging it on things...the crack has spread all the way across. It hurts and it keeps bleeding. Meh. =[

 

i found out my mum has four new cancer spots in her bones, and that they are spreading somewhat rapidly
looks like the two years we've had of good luck are maybe at their end - the options for her treatment now are serious hormones to attempt to slow it's progress and if that doesn't work, some seriously hardcore chemo that will probably leave her extremely weak and in constant pain

i accepted a long time ago that she would probably die from this (it's a secondary cancer... she had breast cancer 11 years ago and then got the bone cancer 3 years ago after 7 years in remission) but the fact it might be sometime in the next year is a pretty big wallop on my heart... and the idea of seeing her get as sick and skinny and frail as she did the first time they did really intense chemo scares the crap out of me

i really don't know how to handle it except for to pretend it's not happening... but i know that's not going to help at all in the long run

:'(

 

Fuck Phoenix, that's rough. I know too well what it's like to have a family member go through that. You and your mum are in my prayers.

 

thanks HDH
i'll come to terms with it in time.. it's just a bit of a shock to the system after her seemingly doing fine for so long
i just hope she's well enough to really enjoy the family holiday she and dad have booked for us all in june... i know she's got a lot of inner strength and will be holding out for that if nothing else

 

I'm sure she will. I find that if someone really wants something it will happen no matter how sick they are.