What is up with this girl? advice please..

Discussion in 'Coming Out and Confused!' started by heygirlhey298, Nov 25, 2013.

  1. heygirlhey298

    heygirlhey298 Member

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    so I really need some advice on a current situation. SO there is this girl I met last year in college, and the moment we met she was drawn to me. The four girls there started talking about sex and stuff and I said how I had been with girls and guys ( I am a lipstick lesbian). This was last year, ok anyways ever since that point we’ve been hanging out A LOT. A few wknds after the night we met, she kept saying how Im so beautiful , but she would never DO stuff like that ( meaning gay). Well next thing I know later in the night she came onto me and we were making out all night, I cant even count how many times. Well, ever since then we have been hanging out, making out, cuddling and sleeping ( by sleeping i mean just sleeping) together, etc. Things have been great, because we are Really good friends, but we also have this whole other thing going on which makes it awesome. I am not in love with her bc I am in love with another girl who went to the military ( shes in the closet/denial so that’s a whole nother story)…. But I do enjoy what we have. and i keep my guard up since this girl is confusing. She has made moves on me whether it be in front of guys, or just us. I am usually NEVER the one to make the 1st move due to the fact that she wont admit that she is not straight. Also, we are just friends too so I wouldn’t want for something to happen and mess up the friendship. However, she gets openly jealous whenever I am dancing on a guy, or guys hit on me or whatever. I don’t get why she would get jealous if we are just friends? [​IMG]As well, she sometimes goes over the top trying to talka bout guys in front of people or she will even try to hangout with guys in front of me and she says how theyre hot. So she has no right to be jealous about the things I do, right? She grabs my ass a lot too and she also sometimes seems to be resisting her urge to do more with me. However, recently she has been acting very weird, about 3 weeks ago she was acting distant and not being herself and didn’t text me at all so I knew something was up. well, the weekend came around so I asked what was up for the night and it was clear she was trying to avoid me. Well we ended up meeting up , but she was acting so weird, after a while, everyone wanted to go to a bar, she came in line with us then literally was like “ I I just have to go idk I just cant” and literally like ran away and left. Wtf?...then the next week she was acting weird still and she started telling me how shes been feeling really guilty and ashamed of things shes done, she wouldnt give me an answer when I asked what. She said she feels she’s lost the lord and idk all this other stuff…. Lol. Well then low and behold that night after this convo, she comes over to my place and we have a few beers and she starts getting real jealous when this other guy was clearly interested in me and she told him “ SHes mine!” then she kept trying to ket me to drink more and stuff then she came onto me and we started making out and her hands were runnin all over my body like I have never seen before! And I was leaning my head back and she kept looking into my eyes then would kiss me ( it was so hot) lol. Uhhh but yea. Then last wknd we got drunk with a few other people and a gay guy we r friends with and she out of nowhere goes to me “ LGBT woooohoo!” and I was like, wtf? Lol, then she goes “ LGBT !! right?” and I just didn’t respond. Wtf? Lol.

    So anyways, last night I was at her place and she stopped me in her room and goes “ can I ask u a question I want u to be honest” I go “ uhhh ok? Lol” she goes “ do u have feelings for me?” then I go “ we are friends…. I like what we do but no” ( obviously im not gonna tell her I have small feelings for her since she has no clue what her sexuality is and I don’t wanna look like an idiot..). Well then she goes “ really, you don’t??” and I was like “ no” she was like “ ohhh ok, well ok that’s good cuz I just wanted to make sure you didn’t fall for me or anything because we have been hanging out a lot” I said “ lol we hang out cuz we are friends…” she goes “ Yeah well I know sometimes when you are friends with a person and there is clearly something else going on, over time you can fall for the person and it can scare you” and I go “ uhhhh no?” lol. She kept saying how she is so straight. But then she goes “ we still can makeout right?” LOL WTF……. And I told her no I don’t have feelings for u bc I am in love with another girl , then she goes “ well feelings can change” … also I tried getting her to open up I said “ im not dumb I know you’re going thru stuff” and she said “ yes, I have never done what we do with another girl, and it is confusing me! And I said “ u just need to turn your mind off and stop thinking about it!”……. So this whole convo turned into a whole heated yelling thing and anyways now she is avoiding me more than ever!!! In the past when I have brought up this other girl, she has gotten so mad and said she wanted to beat her up!......anyways I tried texting her last night to ask her a question about something, and she didn’t respond, so I texted her again bc we were supposed to have plans, well 4 hours later she responds saying “ sorry ive been really busy but no im not gonna go out anymore” LOL she has never waited that long to reply and I saw she had been on facebook, and she has never been this cold to me. so yea it has been 2 weeks since i saw her when we had the convo where she asked if i had feelings for her, and i have attempted to hangout with her ( and do activities like go bowling, go to the gym, etc), and she keeps making up excuses. Well, now a week later things are a BIT better better i ran into her By "coincidence" ( or meant to be) at the gym. and she sent me kissy faces on snapchat, so i thought things were heading uphill again, but then the following night i texted her asking what she was doing tonight and she responded quickly twice, but then i asked if she wanted to come to my pregame party and she didnt respond, i sent one more text 4 hours later and still got no response. sooo...yeaaa... It is clear she is avoiding seeing me. Is she playing mind games??? Which I don’t understand, if I gave her the answer she truly wanted ( which was that I like her just as a friend), why would she be avoiding me???!?!?! She is the one who comes onto me every time. … Is it possible she doesn’t have any feelings for me?? It is clear that she is having some issues with herself, no doubt. My friends think she is in denial and scared because she is actually falling for a girl. Any ideas what you guys think is going on with her??? Is she playing mind games, or is she just scared and doesnt want to confront her gay feelings?? or both?? What should i do next? Im not the type of person to keep chasing her if she is treating me rudely, however i am also not the type to give up on a friendship or relationship that i know the other person does care about me. I do need to have a chat with her but i wanna do it in person, what should i do? Thanks.
     
  2. jimandjan

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    Sounds like she might be playing mind games with you. You might return the same treatment.
     
  3. heygirlhey298

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    makes sense that she is playing some mind games with me... but what do you think her reason is for playing them?.... because she ended up falling hard for me and she is scared? or because she isnt into me?... or what?. these "mind games" ( if thats what it is) didnt start till after the night she asked if i had feelings 4 her and i said no.

    thanks
     
  4. nox_lumen

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    You're just friends, but after making out, nobody could touch you but her? That's not a friend, that's a jealous lover regardless of what you want to call her. She may not be your gf, but she has been acting like a possessive gf from early on.

    The "just friends" conversation? Well, you were not suposed to hear what she said, you were supposed to understand what she REALLY meant, and that was that you 2 are soul-mates, and then you were supposed to confess your undying love. You ruined her perfect moment to come out to her beloved and now must be punished because you know EXACTLY what you did.

    So, do you want to keep dealing with a friend/lover who expects you to read her mind, or is it time to make a new friend?
     
  5. Bimike105

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    I think she clearly has feeling for you and was hoping you would have them for her. If you are her first lesbian love/crush she is probably very confused or conflicted. You were honest but it still hurt her. It can be hard to label a relationship like this. Some feel that this is just a friends with benefits thing but others believe if you are doing something beyond friend things like kissing or hooking up it's another kind of relationship. Maybe tell her that you do have some feelings for her. You are hooking up with her so there must be something. Sounds like a lot of this is alcohol fueled. In vino veritas. She is afraid to let her true feelings out.
     
  6. NotMyRealName

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    If you are in love with another girl, then what difference does it make what this girl is about? It isn't like you are going to get with her or anything.

    Maybe ask your G/F what you think you should do.
     

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