What is that you need so badly?

a piss, brb

 

all my life my heart has sought a thing i cannot name-Hunter S Thompson

I think I would really be happy if I could just support myself with a creative endeavour. I'm not materialistic, I don't need a lot, but i'm always struggling with money and i hate my fucking job. i would be okay with struggling for money if I were earning money from something I loved to do.

What i want more than anything in life is to live on a commune with my family of friends and swim around in a cocoon of their love every day for the rest of my life.

falling in love would be swell too. i'm pretty independent but it would be nice to have a partner, a helpmate, that understands me and is always on my side.