What If...

Apparently Rubin has had a "bad day" ever since I began posting in HipForums.

And you don't have to have a detached mentality to call truth to the carpet.

Even the forum rules make it clear that personal hostilites are intolerable. And they are.

I am ready to see the beauty in Rubin when he is ready to show it.

I am ready.

 

I had read your old posts and I was really turned off by them. Actually got in an argument with you once....but don't remember that now. You can from a place of self-righteousness and it was just gross to me. I was shocked at this post and smiled

You say you embraced what you fought about embracing for so long. I call that when the angels embrace the demons. And you get to meet in the middle having had both sides see and be at the surface. What a great place to be. I am excited for you.

Yep this world is in a horrible place right now. So much so that I have kinda been in knots over it for about a week. I recently put the news into my life again and I just can't take it. It hurts me.

I understand being pissed off by it all too. I am as well. I don't like when people don't see that there has to be a better way and that it starts with self.

 

i don't think you are, though. you're too angry. read his posts when you're not around. for some reason, he just doesn't like you. we al have that guy. i think they call it reflection syndrom or whatnot. read between the lines.


and shit, is he ever gonna jump my ass tomorrow. he doesn't need me here.

 

i'm trying to live a life of love. i kinda suck at it, but i'm TRYING really hard.

 

"Libertine" has always been a character. Some fantasy that is 50% real and 50% bullshit. An overextension of my personality, if you will.

But, after my experiences, I cannot play silly games, I have to be 100% me (even in character) when it comes to making a difference in the world.

Some people are turned off by the "new" Libertine, actually. They like the old psycho version.

 

*mwah* you sound like a true friend

 

Thus, the whole point of his hostility. This is behavior that has to change in people. "Just not liking someone" is unacceptable in a world of love and peace. If you just don't like them, just don't come around them. Being hostile is out of line.

Bad karma, Rubin.

PS. Back in 2005, I would have raped his mindset with rhetorical rage, but now that's silly.

 

lol, I know. I had more "friends" on here when I was confrontational too. But its ok because I love myself. Now I tend to stick with my own clique of soul family....people who are working on spiritual and emotional intelligence.

People like confrontational characters. Psycho is interesting and dramatic. People like to argue and to hate someone else. Its all good. Let them think what they will.

 

Do you know how hard it is not to want to smash the opposition into pieces?

Seriously, I was the Alex DeLarge of HipForums a couple of years ago, and now I can't do that anymore. I have experienced too much light.

 

Be Love & Ripple

 

congrats!

 

Yeah, I went from this:





To this:




LOL!

Libertine: A History in Pictures.

 

How old is your child?

 

Girl- 2
Boy- 8

 

Arianna is 5; 6 on March 6
Sylvianna is 11; 12 on April 12


On Children : Kahlil Gibran

'Your children are not your children.

They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.
They come through you but not from you,
And though they are with you yet they belong not to you.

You may give them your love but not your thoughts,
For they have their own thoughts.

You may house their bodies but not their souls,
For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow,
which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.

You may strive to be like them,
but seek not to make them like you.

For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.

You are the bows from which your children
as living arrows are sent forth.

The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite,
and He bends you with His might
that His arrows may go swift and far.

Let our bending in the archer's hand be for gladness;
For even as He loves the arrow that flies,
so He loves also the bow that is stable.'

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i believe these dreams/intentions are for our children and six or more generations after;
otherwise, our actions are short-sighted.

i think I-bonds are a great investment... given the current economic status for childrens education savings;
wish I could be more up-beat.

 

Nice pics.

Change is a steady for life...its a matter of which direction you change. Good for you!

 

In about two days, this entire thread is going to need one hell of a box of tampons.

 

oh god, tht was fucking brilliant
oh fuck
hahahaha
take a midol, smoke a joint


i honestly believe you must be the change you want to see, you don't have control over anything but your own actions
and live and let live

i do what i want!

 

If you want make diffrence start living your dream. That's what i do

 

This thread has been hijacked and turned into the typical young cynics' club ... as usual.

spooner, Rubin and seamonster66 have accomplished their goal.

Congrats!