What has 2012 brought you so far...???

or as in no drugs?

 

This year has been strange. spiritually lacking, trying, soul destroying..Can't believe it for the most part. Good in some ways, but not in the ways that matter to your spiritual life.

 

Been good so far i guess.
Still jobless but i've tried more drugs.
And i'm excited for my birthday for once.

 

A good few people are feeling this way, disconnected.

 

I wish I could go back to 1981 and start preparing for how painfully bad these past 2 miserable years have been.

 

its funny this was posted in mind fuck because 2012 has been a mind fuck to me.
just off the top of the list..i had been saving for a down payment on a house for a few years now, it got to the point where it looked like i would never own a house so i took that money and bought a new car. then one month later the house that i am renting goes up for sale and is real cheap so i could have had half of it paid if i didnt buy that car. but i can still afford it so now i just need to keep my job...but i asked for a vacation day today and my boss says he dosnt remember me asking for it. but fuck him i wanted to go to summerland so i am going and i dont care if i get fired. but if i get fired i wont be able to buy the house after all......so yeah mind fuck for the next 2 days.

 

Disconnected is a very good description for this...

 

I have started writing again which is good :2thumbsup:

That is a head fuck pens, it is the universe having a laugh! Seeing how we are gunna deal with some crazy shit coming our way...

Sorry to hear that Relaxx - that is a lot of years to prepare must be heavy..

Tyrsonwood hopefully when re-connect it will be outstanding!

 

That's what I'm hoping for, anyways...


Congrats on getting back to writing!

 

Just waiting for the all clear signal to be given on December 22, 2012 when we can all relax again and plan for the future :2thumbsup:

Hotwater

 

I just started writing again, too! And I'm making my own blog for creative writing...hoping to have it up and running today.

Its amazing how writing can cure so many ailments!

 

I'm having a baby so it's definitely been a year of life changes.

This year I've learned about commitment and growing up. I've learned about family and the nature of friendships. I've learned about loneliness, finding strength in yourself and finding support in others.

It's been quite a year. A dull year, because being pregnant is boring when your life used to consist of free wheeling and partying. It's also been a year of profound learning.

I too have started writing again. And someone gave me a guitar. I suck at it but I'm addicted to playing. It's very good for the soul.

 

I'm also learning to play guitar. My brother is giving me his old acoustic. I don't know a damn thing about it, but I love singing, so I'd like to learn guitar, too.

 

The most perfect and beautiful girl that I could ever dream of, I just hope that I don't fuck it up.

 

lovelyxmalia it helps creative flow~ when I write I totally go into another world...

Meliai wow a mamma life has just began ... so happy to hear new growth lady ! Enjoy the detox, celebrate the dull for its gunna get exciting real soon ... :love: I've tried a good few instruments I seem only blessed with rhythm in my feet-

Censored what will be will be enjoy it... hotwater try not to get hung up on dates...

 

:rofl:
Lessons in friendships, soul connextions ... sobriety .... ohhh the list is endless..

 

The year started roughly with a lot of family drama. I was pretty depressed too. I was always stressed. I turned to doing drugs on and off right up until the night I got kicked out by my drunken, depressed mother and I moved in with my boyfriend. Things have been wonderful ever since, and we're planning to get married in a few years so things turned out alright.

 

Eight months and three days.

 

Fixed

 

a Principessa I am glad it has improved for you my lovely, the energy lifted :sunny:

I am still going through it my internet was down this morning so i missed a lift out to my friends cottage and gathering weekend- had it been working I would have known to be ready for the arrival

or had I been in tune too, which is so hard in a city to hear your inner core...
My friend also cancelled this morning we were going out to Guarana bar and I wanted to get a fringe cut into my hair, first hair appointment I've had in 13 years at a actual salon ...

It has been hit and miss, I just wanna go back to bed...

universe is not on my side right now I am smiling under the sheets....

I would like to move from where I am at, although my sodding ankle is healing....

When it does I am off into the wilderness for awhile ....... :indian_chief: