To be honest, im not sure what got me insterested in psychoactives. In the present day it's all about spiritual, emotional, and physical indulgence.
wanted to do weed as long as i could remember fairly regular smoker after i wanted a different trip so tried e, dxm, salvia, alcohal, coke and a whole boatload of painkillers. probably more that i dont remember, although the drug ive wanted to do the most is shrooms and on the rare occasion i can get a good hookup i have no money, fuckin last week buddie askes me after i just bought 3 rolls and took 2 of them
One day when I was in 9th grade a friend just kinda asked if i wanted to smoke. From there it went to LSA to Shrooms to acid. I do all 4 regularly when I have access.
All my family smoked trees. My brother my sister and my dad. My brother got me started. Then i smoked with my sister now i smoke everyday. Only weed tho. And I don't even consider weed a drug tho. More like a medicine
Then i met a friend named chris in highschool. He's my bestfriend now n he started selling like pounds n shit. He smoked his own stash and always gave me like a quarter everytime i wanted one for free. Then he stopped selling n it's not as easy to find weed as it was when i was around 16. But o well now i get dank ass buds. lol
I just realized there was a whole 'nother world of seeing and being. This was after I found out my friends smoked it and knew it was illegal and then decided since I was smoking cigs, marijuana couldn't have been worse at all decided it was the thing that was needed. Ever since I have not regretted a single decision I've made since then, educating myself on things that are out there, and exploring new ways of being. Great shit man.
I do not do drugs even i smoke marijuana sometimes. Beer is medicine for me. But its everybodys choice.
I had been preached to about "not doing drugs" all my life. I was lead to believe that all drugs were horrible, and that absolutely no good could come from drug use. Then one day I had the opportunity to smoke weed. I was feeling rebellious, as I was a teenager at the time, so I did it. Then I realized how much I had been lied to about drugs. Not all drugs were harmful. I realized that moderate, responsible drug was use was possible. I became intrigued with all different types of drugs and began researching everything there was to know.
I'm not sure when or why I decided I was going to do drugs. But it was definitely a decision I made early. I remember in fifth or sixth grade, as part of an anti-drug program for school, they wanted us to fill out an oath. The format was something like "I, ________, promise not to use drugs or alcohol (period of time)." Most kids wrote ever. I wrote 'until I'm 18.' Well, I didn't really keep my oath. The first drug I encountered was marijuana when I was 16. My friend in high school would constantly try to get me high, but I never felt anything. Then I did Adderall. I loved it. After that, I did LSD, not even really understanding what that entailed. I fell in love with psychedelics that night and it was all down(up?)hill from there.
^^nice well i became interested in drugs (pot) because of 1) health class (or dare) and 2) some of my family smokes kinda openly so... tried it when i was 14, and in retrospect i don't think i got high until the 3rd time. but during trial 1 and 2 i remember thinking i was really high, but now i know it was placebo/not knowing what to expect. the 3rd time i KNEW i was high. like some of you have said, weed was AMAZING..at first. and that is coming from a daily toker (still kinda) since 16. mostly due to easy access, i've always smoked. i had it, or my friends had it. we lived in a very boring town so pot made things less boring. i abuse pot. that's why it has "lost its magic" if you will. pot's nothing like it used to be. i'm cutting back, i moved to a different area, i'm growing up and have a real job. (but now i'm in the city, earning a nice paycheck and they have better nugs up here!) psychedelics sparked my interest along with pot but really more like junior year in high school when the prospect of getting some shrooms was real. got some, ate em, 1st trip was AWESOME. loving everything. the idea of seeing new frequencies...experiencing a parallel universe..it WAS and still is very interesting. i kept doin shrooms occasionally and when acid came around, tried that. again the first trip was AMAZING i melted into the carpet, visuals galore, the most amazing body and mind high! acid was my preferred drug. i kept doin that too (small doses) and sometimes would pick up a ten strip or two to share with friends. one trip in particular; during the summer, a house on the lake with at least 8 people on L and a few more present. such a blast. shrooms and acid too have had their disappointing times too, for different reasons. shrooms i feel sometimes make me sick (low quality ones) and sometimes make me envision bein decomposed by the same spores i ingested. acid only bummed me out when it was fake (the last time i got some) i've also tried coke a few times, painkillers like hydrocodone, oxycodone, hydromorphone; salvia, maybe some others... but no heroin, meth, crack, shit like that for me. of course i drink (i guess because its the one drug that society not only allows but pressures me to do) i don't love it or hate it and i keep it under control. my future drug en devours will likely be with 2c-e as i am still greatly interested in the psychedelic world. they offer us a new perception of reality. open up doors in the brain. but i realize with abuse they could make me as jaded as pot has...... maybe someone will read this...leftover crack good post! PEACE
my first altered state was in fourth grade, sitting over a pan of bubble soap. I guess the fumes got to my head, and I started having this strange sensation that I wasnt really there, but in the future thinking back to that moment. It only lasted for a few seconds, but I felt like I had discovered something new and weird. Ever since then Ive had those moments frequently, even sober. When I started smoking pot, I didnt realize it at the time, but I was experiencing a similar feeling to the bubble soap incident. Now it sort of feels like that feeling is the theme of my life, and I actively pursue it.
porkstock41, good post you had there too. I typed mine up because I felt the first one didnt do any justice, and I was really in the asian-nerd mode so I typed it up haha. I understand where you are coming from in your post. I started pot late in life, but good thing that I started it with a outlook on a sense of responsibility. My worst fear right now is to lose everything in my life because of a drug addiction. That was probably why it was easy for me to get off meth too, but i was only in the first few stages of addiction though when i got off.
the way i see drugs, they are fun, but you really have to have control over your body and mind in order to not have them fuck up your life. I'm open to try just about every drug out there, but its not like I'm going to do it right there and then when its offered to me. I do what many other people do: read about it. I dont want to be dependant on drugs too, because I would rather depend on myself rather than the drugs.
"Illegal Drugs" by Tom Gahlinger. An array of books on drug use and policy ensued. Ultimately, my interest in drugs stems from an avid interest in the politics of it; the "war on drugs" if you will. It's nice to be passionate about an important matter. Makes you look intelligent. Naturally, recreational drug use accompanied this profound interest.
When I read "unbiased info." about drugs online I started giving the "non-addictive" ones a try. Though the idea of hallucinating always for whatever reason fascinated me and I found LSD would be my best bet, and it was. ima have to disagree with that. pinched a lil off my dad back in the day and to the contrary it worked rather well Didn't know my pa was smoking crazy dank buds that were far superior to my own.
i did a lot of uppers when my daughter was taken away from me and my ex husband got sole custody, i was really depressed.... so i did coke and e mostly, tried mushrooms.... i didnt do drugs before then, i guess i just smoked pot ocassionally