What benzos are you on rightnow

Ate 14mg of alprazolam a few minutes ago.

 

I am so jealous.
This past week has been a real bitch and I can't unwind.
Even a low dose benzo would make me so happy, right now.

 

4mg clonazepam

 

1.5mg kpins, a few bud light platinums, and rippin some new dank out of my new bong. a good night, methinks.

 

Got a partial script filled today. It was supposed to be 120 xanax bars, but the pharmacy only had 60 bars. Ate 14mg approximately 30 minutes ago. Am feeling nice

 

2 mgs of klonopin baby

 

As of right now.......none. I'm gonna eat 12mg of alprazolam in a few hours though.

 

Just popped 4mg klonopin,with a couple of beers.

 

4mg of kpins now, and ~16mg when i totalled my car yesterday.

well, at least i get to go to the doc tmw hopefully for some pain medication for my now fucked up back.

 

Shitty

 

new to benzos but first time 4mg clonazepam, just downed a couple of seconds ago

 

2 mg of clonazepam spaced in the past 4 hours.

Got some Clonam-2 (from india in blister packs...tastes very good when dissolving under tongue.

 

Just took 1mg of Xanax to help me sleep. Very nice.

 

8mg of xanax. Still completely sober. lol

 

Wow. That would be 16 of my Xannies. Shit, I'd be like Jack Nicholson in One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest post-lobotomy.

 

I take benzos for medicinal purposes (panic attack disorder) but recently have been slipping into taking them recreationally.This must stop as I don't want to build up tolerance.I'm in a "benzo trap".Of course if I ever had unlimited increasing supply all this would be fine.But I only get 30 a month.Oh shit..How will this play out.

 

My advice for what it's worth would be to make the 30 last all month. Withdrawal from benzo's is no walk in the park. I used to be on Oxazepam for an anxiety disorder. And I didn't take extra for recreational purposes, because there's really not much recreational use for that drug. Back in the fall of '98 I didn't call in a refill request on time. It would typically take 5-7 days to get a refill by mail, sometimes longer. I'd only been taking them for maybe a month, so I had no idea I was already dependent on them. I ran out, and the next week was a stressed-out, paranoid nightmare. I thought I was having a full-blown breakdown. Then my refill arrived, and I took one. Within 20 min. I was back to normal, and then I knew I was hooked on it. And that was actually a relief, because I'd been afraid that I was losing my fuckin' mind. The bad news is that if you try to quit on your own cold turkey the wd's can last weeks. Even the process of weaning yourself off gradually can take months or even years. That's how it can play out. So be careful with it.

 

Yes I am trying to use responsibly.It' so tempting though,especially when you're stressed and you know if you just pop a couple everything will feel so much better.It's a bitch though,if you'll excuse my french,benzos are so nice.

 

I feel you, bro. Anyway, just do your best. You might even want to go back to your doctor and tell him that 1 per day isn't enough. At least you could try. All he can do is say no. I was eventually switched to Xanax. Prescribed 0.5mg 3x per day. I only take 0.5-.75mg per day though. It's a lot more potent than Oxazepam, so I didn't want to end up with an ever-increasing tolerance to this stuff. I still refill it every month even though I'm only taking half the prescription, so I've gradually built up a stockpile of 7 90-tab bottles of the stuff. I don't have any intention of selling it, so I guess I'll keep it on-hand as a backup in case the doctor decides to take me off of it. That way I could slowly wean myself off of it with no problem.

 

I live in Britain and doctors here are very reluctant to dish them out,unlike the US I gather.I'm lucky to get what I'm given.I live a very insular,local kind of life though,kind of semi-recluse,so I only really need to take a Klonopin beforehand if I've got something big on,like a family meeting,music gig,going into central London etc.Otherwise I can go into my local town and not have a panic.I mean I don't need benzos for everyday life,just big events where I'm going to be mixing with people,socially weird/incongruous kinds of situations.My problem is that 0.5 mg used to hold me,keep me together,but I have built up tolerance in the space of about 18 months to the point where I need 1mg just to hold me,and I see that figure rising.We don't really get Xanax in the UK.