By taking psychedelics I hope to learn and fathom the mysteries of existence and my own soul. To know the unknowable, to see beyond what the eye alone shows you into the very center of being. To be able to confront my own dark side and understand it in a way that allows it to evolve into a positive piece of the puzzle. To be able to hear every vibration of a violin string as it blends with every other sound to create a symphony of ecstatic sound that the normal ear doesn't hear. To chat with God as friends on a lazy afternoon, perhaps Tuesday, I'm just beginning to see. That is just a minuscule sampling of the many things I hope to derive from psychedelic use. Ohh, and I heard somewhere they can make your cock grow bigger.
Gotta love it when you feel the note getting stretched out and dissected as your vision slows down and your eyes roll into the back of your head, only for 'all of this' to fall away as you see behind it/within! "ooooooooooOOOOoooOOOOOooHHHH ITS HAPPENING!!!!!"
The indescribable euphoria of simple comfort when a hard trip ends and I have the freedom to sleep a deep black dreamless sleep in the warmest of beds.
enlightenment and learning about myself, conciouness and the world. and you cant forget the most important thing to let the good times rolll.
My brain won't let me properly integrate my desires into human language so I can't say for sure, but it's something along the lines of adventure. I'll know it when I find it.
I'm not really "looking" for anything, but I face whatever I am confronted with, with an open-mind and an open-heart, and I'll also try to have fun along the way. Personally, I feel that's the best way to go into the psychedelic experience, and I also feel it's the best way to go through life.