What Are You/Have You Been Doing Today.?

hook us up miss sassy devil

 

I'm drinking a generic version of a generic version of soda, it makes me lol.
Coke->Check->Chek (which is what I have)

 

i might be really high but im pretty sure google is a full working version of pac man

 

07:27 and I still can't sleep. 3rd day now, wishing I could drift off. My husband is fast asleep next to me snoring and I'd like to punch that cracker in the face.

(n o t p r o m o t i n g d o m e s t i c v i o l e n c e , k ?)

Fuck, I'm a zombayyyy raewr.

 

I'm putting off doing school work I've been putting off for far too long.
It is like a terrible cycle I'm trapped in.

Easy Online Ticketing

 

I got retarded drunk tonight and took big mac size bong rip that gave me the coughs like a mafucker which resulted in me spewing mid cough. Fuckin blowed.

During the violent upchuck my body seemed to shake which aimed my hair straight for the ralph. And all I know now is....




Fuck spaghettio's!!!!!




And this is my fuck spaghettio's face.



you can almost see some loopiness goin on on the lEft side. Haaaayyy

 

went to the greenbelt to swim, grilled kebabs, Dean and my friend Ben took pictures of me and my friend Megan... we all took some badass long exposure pictures with a flashlight drawing designs and shizz... then went to smoke hookahs, then to kirbies to lol at drunk fools getting back from downtown after UT graduation.

 

last few days I've been doing some serious thinking and talking with a mate. He's moving up to QLD and I was thinking about going up with him to live. He said I could live with him for next to nothing while I do an apprenticeship.

very tempting I say I say.

 

Got up, went tp the supermarket,made lunch, watched TV, ate, slept and now I'm here and listening to music waiting for the dog to arrive.

 

today ive sat in the sun and made beaded flower bracelets, ive burnt my feet and washed my dreads, and gone on a sudden downer because i want my ex to want me back

 

Anyone who doesn't want you isn't worth your time and thoughts.

I'm off to work I managed to get 4 hours sleep. After I flipped my mattress, boarded up my windows to make the room darker and made my husband sleep downstairs. Uggh.

 

Went for a jog jumped in the shower, only to find that my shower scrunchy is full of man pubes ¬¬

 

Oh, that's not nice..

 

Inorite. I only realised after I had lathered up and half washed myself ¬¬ OOOOHHHHH Iwill have "a word" with 'him' when he gets back. Or I could write an angry note on the ktchen table (like everyone else does) ranting. WHY THE FUCK would he use it?!?!

 

Haha that's worse! I think he definitely needs talking to, that is wrong in so many ways. I'm feeling ill...

 

At least they were clean pubes....?!?! >< fml

I'm going to watch pokémon <3

 

DV, that makes me gag.

 

Sorry, I had to rant xD

 

Nasty.

Ohhh my emotions are all over the place. Had an a not too great night at work. Kept fucking up orders. I did tell my boss that I haven't slept in 3 days and I just wasn't with it and I don't think I should have worked.

I came home crying because last week I worked til 2am and I got underpaid, so this week my boss was like are you sure you're alright with last weeks wages but I wasn't but I said it was fine although if they wanted to pay me a bit extra that was fine.

So they paid me thirty squid tonight and jokingly I goes "is that it?" Apparently my boss' husband said that I got paid sixty last week but I hadn't... So anyway after twoing and fro'ing and apologising on both our parts. She paid me a bit extra.

But fuck, I feel awful for getting paid extra. I feel like a dead weight working there especially after 3 nights of insomnia, and I feel like I should just be fucking grateful that they let me work there because I've always had issues holding down a job. I'm worried that the boss' husband might accuse me of trying to get more money out of them.

I'm not in a good place at all right now I need sleep SO badly but I can't. So one minute I'm crying, the next I'm hysterically laughing, then I'm depressed and I start to torture myself that the other bar workers there are getting really pissed off with me and don't want me there and I do not like that kind of environment.

Urrrgh. Sorry for the rant. I'm a bit all over the place. I need a tranquilzer badly. Or a bong. Or valium. Fuck a bong would set me off but I haven't got anything.

 

I been enjoying the awesome warm summer weather the past couple days, working, homework, bonfires, drinking and hooping.. Been a great week, I can now hoop dance a little. I know two tricks and can't believe I learned it in a week, so excited I just feel kinda self conscience because I am a bigger girl.. But I can work that hoop like any skinny girl. LOL