What Are You/Have You Been Doing Today.?

Sorry to hear he is still depressed I hope he perks up when you move!

 

He's just anxious to impress his dogly charms onto me, and not throw up everywhere. He'll be fine.

 

just about to wash out my bleach..after this one song then my mate is coming over for a tattoo,iii

 

Yeah, I reckon he'll be reet. Fucking caught him licking away while I was doing tea. Phil wants to leave the collar on him while we're out next Friday coz I've said I'm not going if he's still licking and he doesn't fucking move when he's got it on just stays perfectly still wth the odd sigh of contempt. But all these websites are saying you should never leave a dog alone with one of them collars on but they don't bloody say why. I dunno what to do, don't want to miss the party but I'd rather have a healthy dog than see Phil's family.

 

it's hard to see doggy friends sad. wish i knew something that could help.

 

my cat alfiebear brought in a dead bird, took it to the bathroom, ate half of it, then vommed on the other half and went about his day.

on a less sick note i added some 14month pics to my album

 

I know! It makes me so sad, I didn't even realise that house moving could affect dogs.

Look at how sad he looks


He's much happier without it on but I can't trust him.

 

My mam's guinea pig died It ancient, at least 7 years probably more)

I just played bioshock II and ate far too much junk food. I imagine tomorrow will involve digging a hole in the garden at some point.

 

Does anyone know if I can make hash brownies with 1g of resin? Or is it a waste?

 

I thought you made hash browns with potatoes, or just brought them at maccy's.

 

...Space cakes brah, space cakes. I saw an ad for betty crocker and wondered if I could do it for my night alone tomorrow.

 

I know the question specifically asks in the past but I can tell you what i'll be
doing in a couple of hours.
I have to go with my husband to a new Spa inauguration. Not any Spa but
a Hindu themed one, you can check out the webpage (which is not finished
yet) hehe.. but he's still working on it.
He created almost everything about it, logo, corporate image, commercial,etc.
I hope i have a good time.
enjoy.

www.varanasispa.com

 

maybe this will make him feel better:



that is buckwheat. he's a doofus and it's probably his own stupid fault he's gotta wear the collar, but i'm sure there's spiritual solidarity somewhere in there for your dog.

sad.

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i went to the doctor today to get more anti-depressants. in australia they cost me $5 a month, here it's gonna be $150 a month. fuck. that.

on a positive note, the doctor is awesome. he's this little filipino guy and just has awesome vibes.

 

Aw, That did make him feel better. Buckwheat looks happier with it on though. Shadow doesn't know how to move with it on so he just stares at the floor...

 

Letme see, thats about 1/3 of an 1/8th i think, for a whole cake, it'd be a waste realy, if you made like 2/3 muffins that would be fine. I'd suggest to burn it on to a spoon (if using rocky) as if youwere making a jay, then add a tsp of cooking oil on it and put it over a hot flame till it starts to bubble and mix it into the mixture.

Oil draws all the THC out of it buk make sure it's fine enough to eat tho or you'll get crunchy bits

 

you are on meds? I said this in the other thread but I was diagnosed today with Bipolar II, which was previously misdiagnosed as ADHD and exacerbated by meds when I was in high school. Anyway, my doc put me on mood stabilizers, I don't really care much for pharmaceuticals but I'm giving them a whirl since they're not supposed to affect my personality, just help me focus and take the edge off my insanity :coffee:

and HDH that is too funny, poor dog looks miserably cute. THE CONE OF SHAME

 

Thanks! I think I'll not bother and just smoke it.

 

zilla, i was on mood stabilizers in highschool... and they made me feel numb. i prefer the crazy life of mania and depression, its manageable with exercise and meditation.

and its a never ending cycle too... never got to the root of my issues. if i was getting manic while on meds they'd prescribe something new or add something to my list of meds. and then one day i was hit by a car and spent a month in the hospital on painkillers and not taking mood stabilizers. when i came off the painkillers it was like coming off heroine, but then i was good and i haven't gone back since. also, i hope you have someone to talk to about this other than your psych... social workers are really nice when it comes to this kind of thing, and they actually care about you.

 

what were you taking? what she prescribed me isn't an antidepressant, which I know do make me feel numb, and it's not Lithium. It's actually an anticonvulsant give in tiny doses. If I do feel numb, FUCK that. I like being crazy. When I CAN focus I make great art and am on top of my game. And my friends like how I am... it's just rough being unstable, and my downs are terrible. And sometimes I'll be up for weeks and do the most ridiculous shit.

I managed to find a psych who actually does care about me, but I agree, I do well with regular therapy, exercise, meditation... but it doesn't cure everything. I have made tons of progress - I'm not abusing substances, and my life is finally manageable. I have an amazing opportunity for my career right now, and I don't want to blow it like I have blown all my chances before... I have a history of insane self-sabotage.

I am very self aware and rational, I think of this more as an experiment and I certainly don't want to be on pharmaceuticals forever, but I want to see what it feels like to have more "regular" moods for a while.

Thanks for the input btw, I don't know anyone who has been on mood stabilizers, just antidepressants.

 

fuck three hour bio classes that start with exams. on the other hand, SPRING BREAK! technically it's midterm break, spring break isn't for another month or something. also, i dont think i've heard of mood stabilizers...i'm on concerta though, along with a shitload of other meds.