What are you guilty about?

No, no.. listen babe. I'll be the first to vouch that you are a totally capable person that handles life well and is a great father. I didn't mean anything otherwise.

The only reason I even said ANYTHING is because of what you said.. about "clsoe to death now" and stuff.... You're doing good, babe. Anyone that says otherwise is a dumbass. Yeah, I just wanted you to know, since you expressed concern, that now is the time is now to try to keep it that way.

I'm not judging you or having other people look bad on you... I've had my share of problems.. you know one of them. I just care that's all.... but yeah, no shit. You are a great dad and a wonderful person. Sorry if I upset you.

 

Thanks Lucky. No you didnt upset me at all I know your a true friend I just worry that people are going to look down on me as a bad father and I know what I have done to myself is a very bad thing, but I still take care of my son and love him with my whole heart

 

And I seriously know that. I remember seeing you with your son and taking apart that crib. I know you have it under control. You're a strong person and I admire you.