I once caused some mining co workers to get injured because I didn’t follow the rules and turned a blind eye to them not following the rules just so we could get the job done quicker and get a bonus. In a way the guilt was good because after that I worked by the book and haven’t unintentionally hurt anyone since. Cheers!
Breaking my brothers statue in his room a couple months ago. He still hasn't noticed it's glued together.
I guess regret..yes. I am guilty about......spending more time in entertainment than creativity or serious reading. Letting my place get horribly disorganised. Not socialising enough. Not pushing more into earning money out of my talents. What else? Not fighting to keep a relationship strong. I think I am guilty even about feeling guilty.
I feel guilty about not realizing my mistakes when I was making them, for hurting someone so deeply they may never get over it, for not treating my nervous disease when I should have, for treating it with prescribed meds that fucked-me up even more, for being impulsive at times I should have been, for wasting my last semester doing drugs, for almost becoming an alcoholic this semester, for dating a lot of guys I don't give a shit about just because I am bored and making myself seem like an immature slut, which I am not at all, for being bitter, for not being bitter, for being too sweet, for letting myself be stepped over... Well more than anything just for making the mistakes I made, and not realizing it at the time. For breaking hearts. For breaking people. And really, really, really not meaning it.
I have plenty of shit that I SHOULD feel guilty about, but I just take the shit as lessons that needed to be learned. If I was to feel guilty about something it would be as follows: I've stolen countless things, committed vandalization, caused physical and mental harm to countless people, and endangered lives while heavily intoxicated on alcohol and xanax on numerous occasions. In short.....I'm basically hellbound, so I will recieve my punishement, which means I shouldn't feel guilty about shit and take my punishment/karma as it comes, because there's nothing I can do about it now.
I regret a lot of things, but there aren't too many things I feel guilty about. I guess I feel guilty about how I acted in eighth grade. I didn't do anything too bad or anything, but I was a bit too cold to people at times and that (plus a bunch of other things) led to some huge rough spots in some of my friendships. That's really all I can think of right now. I'm drawing a major blank.
Everyone should learn not to regret things and just learn from their wrongs, in order to keep themselves from making the same mistakes in the future. Mistakes teach a person to better themself. Regret brings depression and despair, which does nothing but keep a person from becoming the person they need to be. Regret nothing.....learn from everything.
I feel guilty about getting angry at people sometimes (though extremely rarely) - and then realizing that I got angry for nothing, for no good reason at all.
Im guilty about not socialising more About letting my boyfriend support me financially for the past few months About having lost myself and put myself through so much suffering about a year back And letting those plants we had in the living room die
if i am guilty of anything it is going out of my way to avoid having anything to feel guilty about. even then this is not an end in and of itself. it's about the kind of world we all have to live in. =^^= .../\...
Im guilty of spending more money on opiates than I can afford, and for only eating about 4 times a week. Im dangerously close to dying, and I hate to admit this, but its true.
Your little sons delightful, and looks so much like you I hope you sort things out and become healthy, if this is true Good luck
Thank you so much I love him more than anything. I feed him everyday dont worry, its just me that never eats. Im trying to quit, I've actually got myself down to only taking morphine once a week, but in order to be the best parent I can I need to be completley sober. Thank you very much for caring, its more than most people in my life do. He is safe with me and I do take care of him properly, but its my own health that I need to work on,
yea yea I know I just wanted to admit what I am guilty about, I dont need anyone to tell me how fucked up I am, I already know! Sorry Lucky dont wish to be mean, but no matter what mistaked I am making (of course THAT is subjected to everyone singular perspective) they are for me to fix, and I feel that beyond that I am doing ok in life. Please lets not discuss this here I really shouldnt have even brought it up becuase it makes me look like a scumbag and I dont want people to veiw me negativley on here
Love you to Lucky. Sorry to sound harsh in that last post I just know Im going to get a bunch of shit for it if I dont request to drop it