What Are You Doing Right Now?

wasting time on the internet when i should be making more art.
still have my damd e-mail to go through though.

 

same thing i do just about every day...sitting in chat hoping someone will come in @ talk 2 me

 

im eating supper and wishing i was rich enough to hire a ball rubber

wouldnt it be nice to always have someone near who's sole occupation was to rub balls

my mind is wandering a lot today

and my left eye is twitching

 

I have dealt with gossipers all of my life, and they are not just limited to being old ladies......although, there are quite a few of them, too....Gossipers come in both sexes and all ages......Sometimes, I see red and want to go to war....like my mom.....but lately, I am getting more and more like my dad......who always said..."Who cares what they say about me...."....and he would not give it another thought. I know the people who really know me love me and that is good enough for me.....Go to these people who are bothering you....give them a friendly hello.....and find out what they are all about....or do you insult them in some way first? If people insult me for no reason...i have been ready to go to war before in my life at times....what do they say...."All is fair in love and war?" That can be true.....
If they still gossip about you, after you have given them a smile or a friendly hello...say to hell with them....and rise above it.

 

Oh, and I would love to see photos of 4 kitties....

Themnax...i really need to start somewhere cleaning this house. I want to get it done this month....I cannot stand it anymore here...so what am I doing still sitting here?

 

I just permanently deleted my facebook account. screw that shit.

 

I am sad. that is why I am not motivated right now, and I know I should force myself to be, as that would be the best medicine...... I think about Crusher a lot still and miss him so much. he was the sweetest cat.... a little on the stupid side and ran funny due to having broken legs.....he was not a prowler and did not really hunt....but he constantly wanted to be outside and I always let my cats out a few hours in the daylight to eat grass and things......lately, I am not letting anyone out that much, and I have 3 very confused , unhappy cats here these days.

I have heard before...when I had cats run over..."It is your fault. you let them out!"....but since I don't like keeping anything locked up...and I want a cat to be a cat, too.....I would let my cats out anyway.....I had to move from that place where cars took 3 of my favorite cats....to here. There are no cars here, but plenty of predators now......so I am between a rock and a hard place now......letting these cats out for an hour or two with me closely watching.......and it is rare right now. I let them out two days ago for awhile.....but I am too shell shocked right now to keep that up right now....and there are more coyotes and foxes around than ever before. i don't see very many rabbits anymore here like I used to this year. What is going on with the coyote and fox population here this year?

I see fox every day, too, now.......and they are running the streets were there are many houses, too, in the daylight this year.

Anyway, poor Crushy...i am so sorry, poor cat.....You were so loved....and feel free to come back reincarnated to me......

 

Right now? Wait...I'm not quite sure what I'm doing...But it feels good.

 

breaking bad marathon instead of being outside doing what i should be doing (trying to find out why that damn 4 wheeler wont start)

 

3:58pm

Just relaxing. Enjoying some Virtual Wilderness Getaway pics before I see the doctor at 415pm.

Deep breathing and Virtual Wilderness Getaway is a soothing escape before being analyzed.

 

when was this thread created??!! (no, i can see the date. Actually, i think that was about when I started getting sucked into something else maybe)
anyhoo

what am i doing?? waiting for meat to marinate, reading this thread and trying to distract myself from something. Also, pondering over some advice I'd been given recently and wondering how in the hell am I actually going to apply it! Like, it sounds good in theory, but it seems too late to ...i mean...well...well, it...

can i just go back to reading about others and forget this madness?? lol oh! meat's ready you say?? yeah, that, well maybe i should cook and eat and maybe then life might make sense.

 

It never fails!




SERIOUSLY!!!!!!

It has been pouring all day...and Stan said let's get something to eat,. so we decided on a pizza from here....and I was only going to have one piece...this was about 3 hours ago...but Stan swears to me, it will keep pouring all day, so we will be off finally from taking the dogs today. I say ARE YOU SURE!!!!??????
It always stops in time for me to go with dogs....

and I relaxed and had another piece of pizza and again I am stuffed to the point of vomit with 2 slices in me.......and I figure....I can relax and take the day off for once....and GUESS WHAT!!!!
IT HAS STOPPED RAINING NOW JUST IN TIME FOR ME TO GO!!!!!!!!!


DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I cannot believe it...ok, from now on....I will just figure it will always clear up in time, and I can never have a day off. that is it.

 

Moon--you keep referring to "Stan" in your posts. Sorry I missed it, but who is Stan? A boyfriend?

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WU9DzMhdeEo


Whatever happened to Dido...?

I liked her.

 

I couldn't catch all 4 plus Mother Cat though xD

https://i.imgur.com/R8EkIWc.jpg
https://i.imgur.com/8oR3x2e.jpg
https://i.imgur.com/WW1Jnld.jpg
https://i.imgur.com/fFM5126.jpg
https://i.imgur.com/5pCqYE7.jpg
https://i.imgur.com/yb6lXqD.jpg
https://i.imgur.com/kDuN5wg.jpg

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yhYP2QnwWbg

 

Now I really want to go to the theatre, and see a play or an opera.

 

I had coffee with my parents and now I'm about to read some Guy de Maupassant

 

Me too, I have been meaning to see a play all year and I have not made it happen yet

Les Miserables will be at the theatre in my town around my birthday, I need to start dropping hints

 

husband to me