I was in this nice comforatable little rut in Santa Cruz--job, place to stay, people I could count on seeing everyday-- and I was nervous and worried the whole time. Now I'm back on the road again; without a plan, in the middle of winter, minus about 1/2 of my worldly possesions, with no idea what's going to happen next, and all I feel is relief and maybe a little excitement. Guess everybody's afraid of different things.
thats interesting. Im not sure as to where I find comfort and security. I guess the only place is where ever my fiancee is. he's my "security blanket".