You bring up a few uniquely human curiosities. There is nothing weird about being curious and questioning things, such as the purpose of human life and existence in general. Continue to indulge in being human, question yourself and your surroundings, and then search for that next rung. Keep in mind what Einstein said, imagination is more important than knowledge.
i think our perception of life is merely an illusion..a horribly beautiful illusion. enjoy it while it lasts! also, there is no normal. I used to struggle with being normal until I realized that everyone is a strange bird
Even then, life would still be what it is. Life is full of happiness, sadness, joy, pain, confusion, wonder, excitement, boredom, disappointment, etc. and we should all be thankful for being able to experience each and every bit of it. None of us will ever have all of the answers we seek, but the endless search for those answers is what makes life worth living.
sorry guys after my high wears off i get depressed and stat acting all emotional and whats-the-point-of-life. eeeek but thanks some of it was helpful i usually try to just let everything BE till i start thinking too much- but thats all it really is, me and my thoughts day in and day out.