are these the elves? "The visuals got so intense, and more intricate, everything crystalized like alot of people say. I found my consciousness wedged inbetween this web of shapes that kind of reminded me of gears. I could move freely through this "machine" and I soon realized that it was the construct of all things. Complete understanding came to me, I knew how it all worked, I had reached enlightenment."
i wish i could trip with you guys the only way i'd ever take doses this high and may i ask, prone...what do you do in your non-tripping life?
I hear many of the same testimonies of people who have taken a good dose of dmt and they say when you take enough in you break through into hyperspace and see entities including elve things. If you don't completely break through all the way you still get nice visuals and such. The elves supposedly start showing you beautiful things or something. I def plan on trying it soon. People say dmt makes lsd look like a kids toy, lol. I can't even imagine what that is.
have u done much acid before this? u shouldnt have given so much acid to ur gf if it was her first time? ur not talkin to ur car? or like, in fantasy land man? u gotta be
fantasy land - like in the afterglow of a big amazing trip, ur in amazing place, u beleive and think youve realised so many amazing things, things sparkle, empty glasses have amazing rainbows in. its all just a fantasy land. u talk to ur car, u talk to urself. it really is fantasy land and it takes months to come down.
I have dropped acid hundreds of times, and so has my girlfriend. And no, Im not in "fantasy land", Im here, and I have never been so "here" before.
that's great prone! i could totally feel the love. it sounds like you really experienced something meaningful. now don't lose your grip on it! it sounds like your gf was experiencing a fear of loss. she wasn't able to smoke dmt and was spun into a bad trip because she is too gripped on her current living circumstances. maybe if she was able to let go then she wouldn't have had such a bad trip and could have had a realisation like yours. confusing yourself with the things in your life and your belongings can only have one result. because in truth we are alone, and have nothing. this might sound a little depressing, but it's actually quite beautiful. because only by losing everything can we be free. by realising our inherent 'alone-ness' we enact our connection and love with all other beings. also, it sounds like you really didn't need to continue much further with your trip lol. i think that mushrooms and k might have spoiled things a little and taken you too far. it's funny how things work out sometimes. almost like god himself is reaching down and guiding you.
holy shit man, i wish i could do that, i want to work up to something like that though you said you were frying close to as hard as a thumbprint? cause thats fucking insane! im glad you had a good time, sorry bout your girl though
i myself know if i did that, or i kept up my acid usage, i would of lost it too much. half the reason i stopped acid is cause of the side effects, like mood swings(up and down frequently), flashbacks, constant altered perception, to many personalities, memory loss, concentration issues, couldnt even talk to people had to apologise i was so out of it, started hearing voices... fuckin hell i dont know how some people do it to themselves. i have no history of anything. i am white tho, i know for a fact dark people take better to drugs.
Peter you really should compose a book of these little gems of wisdom. You would sell a million copies overnight. :rofl:
i too was out of it like that, i remember going around with a smile and just nodding my head, until i realized how i was then there was no smile on this blob called a head.
my key sentences that used to be in my head to say so i wouldnt look like a idiot would be "how are you"...Even on the goodbyes i would usually use my keen knowledge of the jibberish language and mumbel something close to a response...The nodding of my head was like a trade mark lol