We Rumbling This Chat Into Deep Fall

I didnt break it having sex! there is meant to be another board half way between the legs and I was resting my foot on it and it fell off and really hurt me. Then I put it back and did the same thing and really hurt what had already really really hurt.

 

Girl! lol I thought I only did mess like that.

How is your back doing?

 

Hmm it's okay right now, but 3 hours ago it was very painful. I just want my appointment for my treatments already. I don't feel as if it's gotten any better even with a week of pure rest. 10mins into walking and I get aches all over and lots of pain still.

 

^^^dang...maybe try putting that pulsating thing on there with the sticky pad. Or a heating pad. I have this "brace" thing that has magnets stuck like every 1 1/2 inches all over it in the back area. It holds together with velcro...I'll put that thing on as tight as I can (but not too tight or it'll come loose lol) and then lay on a heating pad.

I hate hearing you're hurting.

 

If I'm being honest, it's really getting to me mentally too I'm just tired. Hurts to sleep hurts to be awake, I can't walk the dog, I can't even pick anything off the ground. But I don't want to sound like a sad case and woe is me so I'm just pushing through but I don't think anyone really knows how painful it is from the people around me. I don't even really let the Lady know. Thanks for caring! I've spoken with a few people now IRL and most older guys at the pub and they just say to keep active and don't let it get to me because I'm too young to start giving up. I would never give up though. They could fuse my back with metal I'd find a way to make it work.

 

I'm listening to Chuck Mosley's solo album on spotify. It's really good. What a character.

 

Tuesday morning....that much is apparent
.....back to bed for an hour

 

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Exactly what I did, but had 2... Lol.

 

There are now 36 million dollar millionaires in the World.

Global wealth now stands at $280 trillion, projected to rise to $340 trillion in next five years.

You need to own $76.754 to be a member of the top 10 percent of global wealth holders.

The poorest 3.5 billion, who account for 70 percent of the working population, hold just 2.7 percent of global wealth.

Get rich or die trying.

 

eat the rich

 

see how selfish others become when /you/ have serious things to do ..

kitchen monster thats a given

but girlfriend tho. bitch knows ive surgery today. which of course is now going to get delayed -postponed because my nerves are wrecked. like seriously couldnt leave me the fuck alone for 48hours. /

its an emergency? emergency my ass. just wanted to get me riled up ..

and between them both. Im really riled. oh yeah cause my job just hands out pto time like its nothing... great when i go back to work on thurs without having my surgery.

 

We really are the 99%

 

I'm rich?

Oh thousands...! Mmmmm!

 

Damn it!

I hate that for you!

 

just like I said.. my bp, and pulse is to high. and yet my nicotine level is low.. so I might as well fucking smoke now since its been postponed til Jan. like seriously I could be dead by then.. < but I wont hold my breath.

 

Yes, just smoke; and when it's about 2 weeks from surgery, use nicotine gum.

 

ive patches. but not suppose to have any nicotine at all.. like seriously FML. oh the good news can smoke all the weed I want.. just no nicotine.
yeap I can just walk to get medical marijuana .. no problem..

 

Maybe you can just wean yourself down on the nicotine. I never stopped before any of my surgeries...Think about it. When you have emergency surgery you don't quit smoking first. Just do the best you can with weaning the nicotine way down.

 

I've never heard the no nicotine before surgery thing, why is that?