Wake up

Very true, I do not know what I want. It is funny, that despite the lessons I have learned, certain issues that are so close to the heart seem to be a large cloud when I am trying to look at the light.

I guess romantic love is a hard one for me. I share no spite with her and in fact welcome her with more love than I ever have. I love her enough to let her go and find her own path because I know that I still need to find mine, tis hard though.

Oh well, God bless, thank you for the kind words.

 

witnessing your surrender makes my heart overflow with bliss

I love you so much

 

Just watched some Peter Brown, I concur with you. You will find the same being in Mooji

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0pS_wPeDxDQ

 

Thanks man! I found the same being looking outward through our eyes though, i don't watch youtube videos anymore

 

perhaps one day this one will grow content with contemplating itself and drop the whole thing

already my attention to these things wanes and i am drawn to other manifestations which i have been neglecting with my awareness. the "physical universe", other beings, the needs of this corpse to have a mate. There are many toys in this playground, and I feel my hands are getting dry from being in this "self discovery" sandbox for so long.

i like looking in the mirror at this, but all things are a mirror of this, so my options have suddenly widened universally.

 

in the same post you tell me that self disapline is absurd, but when you stop meditating your neck deep in problems.
meditation is a form of disapline my freind. to be on a spiritual path requires disapline.

im just reflecting back to you what you'v said.

dont get me wrong, you say to let yourself do whatever you want and i think thats a healthy thing to do. im not an advocate for suppression or repression, but as human beings our health requires maintainance, maintainance requires disapline....we're going to be doing this until we die, and as far as i can tell nothing really changes in death. there is no end point.

 

:cheers2: Man I feel this post.

Always a balance, the inward-focus and the outward-focus, the meditation and the action. Too much of either one seems to confuse me.

However I find that even if I'm in the sandbox too long and get severed from it, either voluntarily or involuntarily, I have more options in the outward expressions, more ways and desires to connect with the outward toys.

Makes me kind of understand the notion in this thread that choice really is an illusion. Things balance themselves out even if I don't make any choices. My soul laugheth.

 

Hey burnabowl.
I like your name.

 

thanks. it was supposed to be "considerabowl" in the first place but it was taken or something

 

Experiencing "reality" is not a road block in "self discovery," and in fact is an important step.

Remember everyone eventually needs a mirror to remind themselves of who they are, and you and me are no different.

 

you misunderstood me

i meant the opposite; my "self discovery" is taking precedence over all other reality! soon it will not even be worth it for me to discover anything, as i will have died with my face glued to my mirror, having missed all the other emptiness i could have been doing, without doing . . . weeeee

and of course, the over arching point, what is there to discover, you are that. what you are looking for is where you are looking from.

 

"what you are looking for is where you are looking from" I like that! This forum continues to encourage me. Thank you for your words

Namaste

 

Hey guys, I'm outta here, good luck everyone.

You'll find me when you need me

I'll be back when I need you

 

peace.