Very rude women, lurking on adult platforms...

Basically, I am a lonesome 37 year old guy with autism who lives in Edinburgh, and I have no social skills or a social life. Like most warm blooded men, I love me a good shag within reason.

I claim benefits, so I do not work. But I was interested in being a film extra, which I have occasionally did in the past. In fact, I cannot really do that any more because I get terrible anxiety being around others. Although this has been compounded because spiteful people talk about me behind my back, and I had major legal issues with ex support workers years ago. So I feel pretty much stuck in a rut.

When I send messages to women on AW for example, they normally aren't very friendly from the jump. They seem really rough, in fact. While I understand that 'time is money' to these sex workers, all they seem to concern themselves with is somehow ripping you off.

I also notice on Twitter, they post highly self-indulgent and misandrist style comments aimed at promoting themselves, or they typically request that people pledge a lot of money and various gifts, which gives an insight into what they are like as people. Me, me, me. That's the only vibes I get from their comments.

Maybe purchasing a total of one reasonably priced gift on Amazon cannot hurt, but to be honest, I think they just enjoy being showered with attention and soon get short of you once the income you provide to them finally dries up. Others are often so-so with you depending on their mood that day, until you get accused of overstepping a line, and they then refer to you as trash.

One of these women actually got my address because an Australian troll I know from old gaming forums was mass posting it elsewhere and being a nuisance. She later got a lawyer to send me a letter, but she saw fit to omit the fact she randomly registered somewhere else calling me the 'C' word in a PM. However, I didn't know it was her at first either, as she was using a nickname. I assumed it was the troll, being annoying again.

These video games related websites just caused me untold problems for around 20 years regardless. You can probably imagine I got subjected to all manner of needless arguments and harassment with the morons associated with these message boards. But the same can be said of AW. It hasn't provided much relief for me.

Now, I understand that these sadists can lack empathy because of a mental disorder they apparently have, but when I told somebody my mother had suffered another stroke recently, she asked me to tip her more money. This mistress didn't even give a hoot about the fact I told her about my mum's health. Talk about arrogance, though...

But this is an all too common issue with people advertising on AW, Loyalfans, Twitter, and whatnot. It is like, "Mirror, mirror, on the wall" BS each time. Highly pretentious. But you probably get the gist of what they're like.

Besides the sheer number of fake accounts luring you into scams, the genuine women on there are just far too picky for their own good, which I guess they can afford to be if they are going off of some lottery format where multiple guys are vying for their body. And I cannot really enjoy their OnlyFans content anyway.

My home broadband is ridiculously slow, as I live in a flat where only basic Internet is available in my area. Less than 1 MBPS is all I get in terms of the speed, which is absolutely pathetic for streaming anything in 2023, and is therefore a total waste of money in general. So the long and short of my complaint is that nothing they publish will load up, or play in HD at all. Many videos do not even allow any users to select the bog standard 110p quality either. For real!

But yeah. I have not had a very good time trying to book anybody on AW over the years. I seldomly have the money in any case, but the few times I do feel like taking a gamble on somebody who looks attractive, they are behaving, you know? Variably narky right off the bat, they are unavailable when you wish to see them, they only see people with feedback, or they only do in calls, and whatever else is the mystical problem they cook up on the fly to dissuade you from contacting them again.

It ends up being so frustrating, I generally give up, have a wank over porn, or decide to head to a sauna, and really, I even tell the staff that I just feel disheartened from doing it again.

I used to see a Polish escort for anal. I was kind of eventually giving the, "Go F-off. You are no longer useful" treatment. Yet I had seen her for years. Apparently, it was because I was smelling. But I seen her for years, so I was gutted over her sudden swerve. She was kind of dropping enough hints, so that's that.

Years ago, I did have a fake girlfriend. I met her in 2005 and wanted to find her after that brief fling we had that summer. She was nowhere to be found.

In 2012, she contacted me on Facebook. Then it was a disaster. She saw me as a mug. Had me buying her all kinds of stuff, while she blew hot and cold air. I've not seen her in years since, and to be honest, I reckon she has bipolar because she used to act rather odd. She certainly had something wrong with her, at least.

Do note that I do not typically judge the services of these sex workers, as such. Provided people consent to it and it is not in any way illegal, that's fine. My beef really lays with their horrible attitude. Because I get really sad inside when I make the effort to talk to them, only to be shunned or ridiculed. But it is what it is, I suppose.

Has anyone else grown tired of their nonsense? To be honest, I think people just enjoy taken the piss out of me because they sense I'm not very bright.