Well, for the first time in my life I'm completely alone. At 15 I had my first boyfriend and that lasted a year. Right away after we broke up(probably a month or two after) I met the guy I was with for 3 years. I really thought I'd be with him for the rest of my life. He ended up treated me and our kids bad so I had no choice but to leave him. I've been single for 8 months now and I'm trying so hard to not be so lonely. I freak myself out because I'm so sad. I've never been so depressed in my life. Its not like guys my age want to date a girl with two kids. And, if they do they only think I'm easy, which I'm NOT. I am trying so hard to find happiness within being by myself but the truth is, being a single mom really sucks ass. Has anyone ever been in the situation where your so lonely it feels like you can hardly breath??? How did you deal with it, get over it? Sorry, I just think my late lonely nights are getting to me and I'm venting. BTW, if your a guy... what is so bad about dating women with kids anyway?