Ugh, sorry. I really need to vent.

Why are still with this guy? He sounds crazy and dangerous. Seems like the diary is the least of your worries. They have restraining orders for people like that.....and the more you let things continue on the worse things are going to get. Don't allow yourself to be treated like that, and don't put yourself in harms way, this guy sounds "off his rocker."

 

Now I am totally lost...
Could this be real??!?!?!
If its true I am losing my faith in humanity...

 

after getting the story from Orsenio2, the diary thing doesnt seem to be such a big deal anymore and there could be other things you should be venting about (unless ur afraid that he could invade your privacy again and somehow read this did you have to ask his permission/tell him you were making this post?)
lemme stop there, because its sounds like im judging you when i would never do that
again, i from reading Orsenio2's post, i think you should leave the guy tho i kno at this point that could seem impossible without going to court n all to get protaction or something

what im tring to say is that you can can can find a love BETTER than him
absolutly hands down - you dont need this guy at all hes not good for you and no one should rule you

 

SOooo... Afte reading the other stuff on this thread, I think you are going to need to do much more than just break up with this guy. The kind of behavior he's exhibiting marks him as potentially far too dangerous. I doubt you'll get rid of him by breaking up with him. He obviously scares the shit out of you at least some of the time, you are going to need a more permanent way of keeping him away from you and your loved ones. I've seen this kind of thing before, up close. Some 20 years ago a girl I knew was murdered by her ex-boyfriend. He broke into her house, hid in her room and waited for her to come home, then stabbed her over fifty times. She was 16.

My advice is to do whatever it takes to make certain that he doesn't come anywhere near you ever again.

 

I'd slap him. If he wants to 'get inside your head' he should talk to you. Not snoop around your private things. That's way fucked up. Jerk

 

*shudders* I've gone through something like this. PM me if you want advice or help or just someone to vent to. I might beable to help you out, who knows. I'm not going to write any details here because I'm still afraid hes checking up on me. Anytime I mention him he somehow finds out and trys to trash any life/reputation I have left.

 

no its ok, they are his kids... he knows what they look like but he still wants nothing to do with being a father. He has all the opportunity in the world to get to see the supervised because he lives near here but he doesnt care. he just get mad whenever I say anything that sounds like him and starts trash talking me. I once wrote a reply in a post about net porn and low and behold my ex suddenly popped up on here and says crap talk about me sayin how im a whore and wrecked our relationship... just a whole bunch of bitter stuff. I know he lurks these forums and the purpose to ME seems to be to bother me so don't reply to this bray, ok? just an assumption... no need to put ur two cents in.

 

YOU ARE TOO GOOD FOR HIM.

I've never got the chance to talk to you really, but I still know you are waaaaayyyyy too fucking cool to have to put up with that kind of shit. Don't let some ignorant teenage boy mess with your life like he has. Get rid of him.

I'm sorry you got stuck with a boyfriend like that.

 

WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU EVEN HAVING TO THINK ABOUT?!

RUN!! RUN!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Well... there isn't much else I can say, for those who are asking... although, there is... though, I suppose it doesn't matter anymore. He just always seems to be trying to threaten or intimidate me if I say anything about him... and it shouldn't be my problem, but I do care about it because I don't want to lose one of my best friends to a nutjob. Not only that, but she's really too hard on herself over something she really had no control over. Although, I really didn't think that he was... all there, from the start, but what could I say...

"tracnuility" my ass.

 

Yah. Doesn't sound good. I'd be ranting too if I could rely on someone invading my privacy. Not a good basis for trust.

 

sounds like it's time to break up with him

he sounds like a scary fuck, truth be told. I'd call the police, get a restraining order, and see if you can get a police cruiser to come by every now and then (10-30min maybe) and make sure he's not out at your window, preparing to do crazy things.

Get a really good fucking lock and security alarm for your room/window/house. Take some self defense classes. Good luck hon.

 

umm. I really wanted to talk to george about this but I decided to post it here. Im sorry I dont have time to read your replies but I have to go right now. But I'll read them when I get back.

I'm seriously freaked out right now and... yeah.
My parents let him sleep over last night and I was really sick, and he wouldnt leave me alone throughout the night. I remember that at around 1:30 am though, I was woken up by him, and he thought I was still asleep and hes still here, so im trying to right this as fast i can.
But anyway. He thought I was asleep and he had woken me up because he was moving my arm very very slowly, as if he didnt want to wake me up. But he woke me up anyway, so I pretended to be asleep still cuz meh, it was like 1:30 am and i was tired. But then I heard him like unzip his pants or something and he started making me like squeeze his fucking wang and if he comes in right now im just gonna click submit reply...

But. anyway. Then I remember him groping my boobs and then he tried to put his hand in my pants but I kept turning or w/e so he couldnt. And then god... hes so fucking disgusting. Then he really scared me because he went "are you awake?" to see if i was awake at all to see if he could keep doing w/e he was doing. Then he like tried to look at my ass or w/e cuz i was wearing pajamas but i just like... turned i guess so hed stop. But then he started to rub my ass or something. I swear to fucking god hes crazy or... ugh. I dont think normal people do that. OH yeah, (edit here cuz i think he went for a walk), he fucking started to hump my... rear... end..id guess youd call it, and, ugh. its really hard writing this... he squeezed my.... yeah, crotch.Then I remember him like leaning over to look at me to see if my eyes were open at all, and I really really dont want to say what he did next.

Ugh... ew... I'm not the one at fault here. Obviously I wasnt leading him on at all if was sleeping. He started to ugh... ugh... ugh............ ok, he started to finger me and god. I really needed to tell someone all of this because hes really starting to scare me. And then I remember he kept asking me "are you awake? are you awake?" and the way he was moving around he was obviously trying not to wake me up. but at one point he touched my stomach and i started laughing because it tickled. And I guess it was odd for me to laugh, but I always laugh when im tickled, even if i really hate it, which i do.
ugh what else before he starts banging on the door....

oh yeah, get this. since i laughed obviously i was awake, and he went "how long have you been awake??" and i went "like 1 second" wrong. i had been awake for about 20 minutes since he started doing all that shit, and you know what?
he goes "you told me to do that"
as if i knew what he had been doing
and i went "do what?" because i was scared and i didnt want him to know i knew.
and he told me that "you talk in your sleep you know. you told me to do that to you"
I hate him to death. I really do. hes a lying sack of shit who deserves to rot in hell. Who the fuck does that to their gf while theyre asleep and have the flu, and then lies to them and says that they told them to do that to them. WTF??
Ive only talked in my sleep once. And then I woke myself up because of it. And I know i dont talk in my sleep for a fact except for that one time when I had woken myself up (i was having an animorph dream ) because I had slept in my parents bed for weeks after watching the chuckie movies cuz they really scared me, and i had asked my mom if i had ever talked in my sleep, and she told me no.

asswipe. what a dipshit. i hate him. i hate him i hate him i hate him. hes fucking crazy.

 

Hes gone... I just read over my last post. >_<

I'm going to break up with him in a few days. Except, like many of you said, I dont know if that will help to get rid of him. He kept pulling that "you talk a lot in your sleep" bullshit on me this morning. What a fucking lying son of a bitch. Hes a crazy motherfucker...
And what do I do when I break up with him? Should I break up with him face to face or over the phone? If I break up face to face do you think hed do something? Or if i break up over the phone do you think he'll sneak out at 12 am and come over to my house???

He kept complaining this morning that I wasnt being nice to him and that I'm "not being affectionate" to him. Hes acting like ugh... like he did nothing wrong.

Is it normal for guys to do what he did???

o_<

 

Not only would I break up with him over the phone for fear this crazy person would hurt me, but I would tell the police and your parents EVERYTHING.

 

Um.... to sexually harass and finger/hump people in the ass in their sleep?

Not that I know of.

 

Sexual assault/harassment and attempted rape... if he didn't consent and he thought you were asleep he committed a felony...

 

That's sick, call the police, tell your parents.

What he did to you is completely and utterly disgusting and obscene!

I hope all goes well soon, best of lucks! you'll need some with that perv!

kissouilles
moony

 

call his job...

Call the clowns and tell them he's going to eat you.

Oh well... I hope the break up goes well...