haha you should feel bad about yourself your a fucking loser. what the fuck is wrong with you. YOU ARE A FUCKING LOSER. You should fucking never go out in public because you will be made fun of 24/7 go fuck yourself faggot
Multiple irrational fears are a symptom of depression, I know a few people who have been like this and counselling and anti-depressants from the doctors have helped. Personally though I think it's better to get through things like this without medication if possible. You said you do like your life, maybe you could do the things you enjoy more often. Apart from all the things you don't want to happen, what are the things that you like, and that you enjoy when they happen? My personal philosophy is that if something can't be changed, there is no point in worrying about it.
I think you are a depressional agrophobic. I used to ahve the hugest fear of the end of the world, which escalated and it used to be such that i's look out the window for 2 hpurs each night to check for any changes and to say goodbye to the world. I hated dark places, going places alone, thinking of people dying... 2 years later I had unlinked depression due to something entirely different. To show some proof, I'm a really happy person now, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger! I would suggest seeing a cognitive therapist, talk to your doctor first though!
hang in there.. you trusted us to tell your fears anonymously.. (oh yea.. i cant spel) Next step.. find a good thearpist.. (you pay them to keep your secrets and not judge you).. work on your fears.. you dont have to live like this!!