True Confessions for Today....

I am sad and in tears....Could be that I did not sleep last night. I have no idea what that was all about. I usually sleep, so I am on the brink, anyway....and then I rattled around the early part of the day with this song in my head....I played it earlier, but fear I put it in the wrong place again. Seems I am lost here. DUH!...so I apologize....I will try harder next time.....

At any rate, I have been crying about loss....Both my parents gone too soon...one all too recently and unexpectedly. My mom said she would have lived to be over 100 years if she did not get lyme's disease, and she got that visiting me in 2002. She did deteriorate from year to year after that. I feel responsible...that she visited me and got that. I had lyme's, too, and was crippled for awhile, but I have made a come back and am jogging again.... My dad died from cancer....I seem to have lost a best friend. I don't feel the connection I used to with her. That has slowly fizzled out over the last two years....and I tried all too hard to save that. My cat died recently....one I loved dearly....I fear losing another pet again soon. I fear loss the most.....and I have had a lot in my life. What is your biggest fear?

I am probably putting this in the wrong section. I feel inadequate and lost.

I miss my parents and many animals that have gone too soon from me over the years.


Should this have gone in the whining section, instead? LOL! Well, there it is....my humor is not all lost yet.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RGi5EKPjIvw"]Elton John - Moon River - YouTube

 

It's not easy but instead of dwelling on what/who you've lost, dwell on those that remain.

 

Yep, I sure do usually, so as I said, it is just one of those days. Don't cry very often, I will have you know. LOL!