I guess thats pretty much my same deal however I actually WAS able to tell myself eventually (because I got so bad) that I was on a drug and anything that I may do to myself physically I'd regret later (as i really felt as though it wouldnt be so bad ripping out my hair or just hitting my head on the damn ground, I took so much acid and could not control myself at all really), but it didn't help having a kid say to me damn "dude you took so much, you'll be tripping for days!" (not knowing how long acid works). Also 2 people trying to restrain me that were only talking me more into a false reality than I was already in rather than out. I guess I get what you mean though and the feeling really is weird and sucks, but it's a cool trip to reflect on and learn from.
I guess all you guys must understand one thing. There are some more pleasant and some less pleasant situations in life. If you have a problem in your life, you created it, and try not to do that. Understand that even if you are broke, don't have money, or this or that, or you can't do this or that.......that doesn't automaticaly mean that you are dead!! You will survive, there is something that takes care of you and beliving that, made my life so enjoyable and pleasant. If I don't survive, that means that it is my time to make a trasition to another dimension, and I can't do ANYTHING about it, and making that a problem that will stress me, DEFINITELY will NOT help me. When you have a bad trip, that is acid telling you this what I just said, on his own way. Once you understand AND TRULY 100% BELIVE in that, you will not have a bad trip ever again, unless you lose your belive in previous subject. In other words, take everything and anything that comes your way smiling, with love and peace, in normal life and specially on the trip, or you can call it journey sometimes. There is no reason to be worried or frightened of anything, except yourself!