I wrote this poem about psychedelia. I've already posted it, but I felt that it is relevant to this thread. It's kinda lame, but fitting:
It's really pretty straight-forward and shallow, as far as poems go, but it gets the point across. lol
I understand completely where you are coming from. Every trip that I've had involved negativity. I want to enjoy it - but I just can't - I'm much too uncomfortable with everything to enjoy it. But then again, that is only during just a part of the trip.. at other times it's amazing. 2ci tho is definitely the weakest psychedelic I've had but I've always had a VERY enjoyable (tho weak) trip on it.. 2ce on the other hand gave me the visuals that I've enjoyed the most.
Just do MDMA, make sure it isn't laced with meth though.Mine was and it was GREAT until I had to walk home in the dark, i started crying. But still. It was also laced with acid and the meth was fun when I was with my friend but "they" are right, it is a social drug. It was euphoric and heavenly and happier than shrooms because MDMA isn't a mind-fucking drug per se. I urge everyone to try this WITH FRIENDS. laying in a grassy, warm,flowered field or under a bunch of warm fuzzy blankets listening to pink floyd and talking about how much I feel like my friends mom was my mom.hmm. Anyway I got home and since walking home was hell getting there was SOOOOO EUPHORIC it was THE biggest relief of my life ever. Either way take of your shirt and/or if you end up alone (or not) get fucking naked....it is amazing.