I'm currently involved in a toxic relationship. In the very beginning, everything was wonderful. It has only been 5 months we've been together, but I fell in love before he showed his true colors, so I suppose I fell in love with his facade.. Either way, even though I know I don't deserve to be treated badly and that this isn't right, I can't help but to want to stay.. Also I have nowhere else to live and no income as of now. Thoughts?
People think attraction is a good thing, it is not, it Is nothing more than emotional baggage, it is a serious problem that needs to be dealt with, attraction will lead you two people and situations in life that will bring your emotional baggage to the surface, attraction is actually trying to liberate you from your problems, unfortunately no one is aware of this, so it just creates a very big mess in our lives. There is no such thing as a toxic relationship, there is no such thing as relationship conflicts, the only thing that is happening whether you are with a sensitive person or an insensitive person is that the buttons inside of you are being pushed, and your emotional baggage is coming to the surface. You need to take responsibility for your life and learn how to transform these buttons in you, if you can learn this then you have got the key to free yourself from all suffering. It's a difficult task, but not impossible.
