OUZO ! outside it may be cold and grey but when I drink Ouzo I am lying on an Ionian beach with the sun beating down and the sea lapping !
I havent drunk for 26 days but I need something to make my head buzzed. I serioulsy need weed to make it easier to avoid alcohol. If the guy hadn't refused to get me weed, it would have been good. It is so sad that he would refuse. That sucks that he would have to refuse. He stayed at me for over 2 months and he would go to his girlfriend home and smoke weed but he would refuse to bring some to my home, where he actually slept at nights, my home. When you look at it from this view, one gets angry.
If I keep drinking alcohol, I will get myself killed in the streets. I need weed to make my head buzzed. Cigarettes aren't helping me with very short lasting buzz. And I need something to replace it with alcohol seriously. Weed would have been good if the guy hadn't refused
After heeding the words of Jon Snow (and others) of what was coming - I invested:- (for Medicinal purposes ) & = lovely Winter warmer
I dunno about ewwzo hey, I'm not a massive fan of liquorice but also it's not the worst if there's nothing else...
Just don't over do it with the drinking. My natural mother lost her life from over doing the drinking and smoking.