I made the mistake of posting in this thread way back when it started and now it randomly pops up in my "my threads" thing. please let it die or I shall kill it with fire.
i am not a gay...and neither do i like to fuck males or be fucked by horny males. i love girls and sex with them. i however love to suck my cock...and i did it for years together. i would love to make fierce pelvic thrusts and virtually fuck my mouth...i also love to lick my cock....and hold my cock between my lips. i did ejaculate in my mouth and even swallowed the cum several times. at times i even urinated in my mouth. but now a days it is not possible to do it as i had some trouble in my back bone. i do lot of masturbation but after lot of fondling and foreplay. i also love to fuck my own arse. i tried a lot to penetrate but failed. before that i ejaculated. i have strong urge to rub my arse and place my erect cock under my bum in between the cleavage. i really wonder how good it must be when you ejaculate in your own arse. except that i find it morally bad i would fantiacise to fuck myself. but why do i want to self fuck. would it mean that while i am erotic, if someone fucks me i would enjoy it. am i a gay. but even though it is so i feel bad to fuck myself. readers please advise me what should i do
You don't have to be Gay to enjoy sex with a man (or same gender to be P.C.). Everyone's Bi to some degree. If you find yourself concerned about finding yourself with the desire to do so, then it probably just means that you're higher on the scale towards Straight preference. If you feel yourself wanting to test the water, so to speak, go ahead & do so. Self denial is even tougher when you continue to have the urges & don't act on them.