.......A person who is having a perplexingly strange morning. I just posted three times, and regretted each post. I'm pretty sure I misinterpreted peoples intentions, failed to get their drift, and might have put my foot in my mouth too. Ouch ! I might have been trying too hard be funny, but feel I failed miserably, and was more thinking of what I was going to say, instead of really listening (reading carefully), and now I just want to go home and forget I even exist.( Or that the Hip Forums exists-you crazy cyberspace weirdos) lol You bring out the best and the worst in me. Do I need or want to see that ?
well....I feel like I owe a few people an apology....I just might formally make a thread to do this....but I have been a bit sassy lately, and have come across as too brash....im PMSing....im trying real hard. but dammit!!
today i feel like.... cranking up the heat, making pina coladas (virgin for me of course), blasting beachy music and pretending it's summer. cuz right now its like -10 degrees out, its snowing, and grey and gross.... and i want to get away. I want to lay in the sand on a blanket with my lover in the sunshine...
The gayness of dancing can only be neutralized by doing it to pick up girls at bars. And even then, you're better off pointing at laughing at guys who think they look cool dancing.
Today I feel like... meeting new, wonderful,Creative,caring,*Open minded* people !!!!!!!!!!! you know who you are, so talk to me, about absolutely anything - peace and love -
Today i feel like being sad and irritated... shout...break everything...sleep...watching stupid tv...not in a mood to do anything positive...
........cleaning some more. I felt like this yesterday, and the day before. I am worried, this is not like me at all. ! lol What's going on.? Oh, I know ! It must be spring, and I must be spring cleaning. I love to nudge winter away, by showing it I am serious about spring cleaning, and letting it know it can just pack it up, and leave town. Yeah spring !!!!
Today I feel like going to this bar I've never been to for "quiz" night. I've never seen these quiz teams go on, t'll be something different to do. I also feel like giving my friend the super-quality insence I got for him, maybe he'll come to the bar tonight? I feel better than I did yesterday, sort of neutral and peaceful (for now).
........and today i feel like loving everyone and everything.........life is changable like my mood...........
i feel like shit i havent slept in two days, i can't do anything, i smoke like a turkeysh guy, i feel like i have a big stone in my heart, i miss him and the worst part is that i'm not going to see him for 2 weeks i cried last night, and the night before... and i feel like crying now...
............exercising more. I feel stiff and sore, and need to stretch. I will fast- walk again today for 20 minutes, and stretch for 10, and then I will feel so much better the rest of the day. It is hard to push myself to walk, and move. I could so easily go inside and just hang. No, I will move first, then go relax. There is time enough in a day for both.