To tell the truth number 4

not that I can remember

is your grandmother still alive? if not. how old were you when she died?

 

I have one grandmother still living. The other died when I was ... 11ish?

What is a song, movie, or book, that you have really mixed feelings on, and why?

 

One is still alive, and one died when I was 27. Sounds like people in my family live for a long time!

Would you live forever if you had the opportunity?

 

If I could only choose living forever, and dying normally; no.

But I feel I would like to live a few lifetimes over.

My question got skipped (accidentally, I'm sure, no apology necessary), so I'm re-asking it:
What is a song, movie, or book that you have really mixed feelings on, and why?

 

The Necronomicon. There's so much things said about it, I don't know if it's legends or not. I'm reading it at the moment, it's fascinating and I have this almost compulsive urge to read more. In the meantime though something tells me I should slow down and be careful, while another part of me believes (or tries to believe) the stories about it are exagerated and I'm worrying for no reason. Everybody's dissing on that book, but it's banned in most countries... Why is that?

What's the longest you ever spent without sleeping?

 

48 hours. I had a test coming up and I hadn't revised for it at all.

Do you have an extra toe?

 

Haha. No extra toes here.

What's a major regret in your life?

 

That I didn't do the work and keep up with my grades in highschool; though I was smart enough, I was cocky and lazy, didn't think I'd need it.

What's a mistake you don't regret, why?

 

I once gave a douchebag (or so I thought) a chance and tbh at the beginning I thought it was a mistake... but it turned out to be one of the best things I did and I don't regret it. He became a really really good friend of mine.

Have you ever entertained serious thoughts of committing suicide?

 

It was a mistake to move out of town on my own years ago. I don't regret it though because I had some good times and I learned the true colours of those closest to me in my life at that time.

No, nothing serious.


What would be a change in your life that you'd like to happen within the next 5 years? (Not necessarily something you have to change, just change in general).

 

It's hard to pin-point just one change. Last year was easily the worst year of my life but things are already looking up. My sister has been pretty ill for a few years now, so I'd love for her to get better. Besides that, success in my career would be just wonderful.

When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up?

 

I never wanted to grow up. When I was little I wanted to stay a kid forever, just be free.


Same question - When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up?

 

It's changed a million times, still does.

The thing I wanted to be the most was a detective though.

What is the career you most wouldn't want your child to join?

 

Good question! Hard though. I'm torn between fishing and prostitution.

What's the most you ever hurt someone?

 

That I'm currently aware of, once after an argument with an ex girlfriend she was certain that I was going to leave her so she cried and physically clung to me. I pried her off and left her crying in her driveway. I felt shitty for leaving, but I felt justified doing so.

Same question - What's the most you ever hurt someone?

 

An ex. To cut a long story short- He loved me and wanted to marry me and I broke up with him when he needed me and his dad was on his death bed. He was almost suicidal over it. I felt terrible, but it was more than justified and I couldn't have done it at any other time.

If you were on death row, what would be your last meal?

 

a greek salad, moussaka...or maybe lasagna, I am undecided, and a canoli for desert. if they allowed alcohol, I would wash it down with an oatmeal porter, or 6.

what qualities does your dream boy/girl possess?

 

She wouldn't take people's shit, including mine, but wouldn't be aggressive or mean spirited about it either. Aside from that, I like women who are happy, care free, and easy to be around. There's nothing worse than a chick who answers, "I don't know/I don't care," every time you ask them what they'd like to do. I also wouldn't want a shit load of expectations put on me. I hate being expected of. Live's too short to live up to someone else's demands.


Same question - what qualities does your dream boy/girl possess? (I know, I'm real creative today...)

 

you've really had some original questions.

intelligient, funny ( i realize how cliche that sounds, what girl doesn't want a smart, funny guy?), laid-back, off-beat. I generally like guys that most people consider strange. Someone that is witty as hell, can keep me laughing, is able to have deep conversations, and thinks outside of the box, but also just likes to relax and have fun. I like guys with an adventurous spirit and a passion for life. I've always been more attracted to spirit than looks, but lately I find myself only being attracted to guys with facial hair (beards..mmm) and shaggy or long hair. I think it has to do with some really shallow stereotyping..or plain ol' testosterone. who knows.

How do you wish to die?

I don't know why I ask such morbid questions.

 

Happy

What's an animals characteristic or body part that you want on you?