Though difficult..can you enumerate all your faults?

I've lost myself - I used to be a neat freak now I don't give a damn. I put myself in dangerous situations to see what will happen. I no longer care about my future. I've started cutting myself off from family and friends........I'm a procrastinator, I can't make myself draw and it was always a stress reliever for me. I'm a total bitch and I know it. Oh I have a very distorted body image according to my mom. I like to offend people because it's a form of amusement for me. The list could go on, but I'm tired of looking at my faults.