This is why we fear being ourselves so much!

They judge us constantly. They expect us to be like everyone else and like stuff that everyone else likes. There are no room for individuals. They don't want us to like our own things and this is taught since school until the end of life. There are no rooms for individuals that like things that got canceled. There seems to be no room for free thinkers or even for fans of Jenny Wakeman from My Life as a Teenage Robot. WHY! Why must fear of judgement and possible injury from conformism and fear promoting gangs and people of power alike take over the need to be ourselves. It's becoming a dog eat dog world. They are dividing and conquering. More and more people contributing by throwing crap against the air circulating device and promoting hatred and stupidity and constant conformism in one way or another. Those who challenge the status quo are eliminated more and more easily. The people on MDxx and 2C-x (like MDMA, MDEA) aren't afraid to be their quote on quote "loser" selves. This is why the governments and alcohol companies pass anti ecstasy laws and constantly promote alcohol, violence, and constant fear and embarrassment associated with individualism. Fear of being quote on quote "that loser" constantly leave me in a state where I can no longer be myself without being too depressed or fearful about it. It's like a circular wall surrounding me that constantly grow taller. It's becoming a never ending loop of destruction. A loop that gets worse and worse and will slowly spiral me to total destruction unless I break free. I'm stuck! I don't want all this to end up consuming my very soul like tar. It'll kill me from the inside out. Maybe I'm alone in this. They got rid of the hippies. They sometimes kill Buddhist monks. They eradicate individualism. It's like I'm a loser for liking science, hippies, and Jenny Wakeman.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hH6UynI5m7Y

 

what does taking drugs have to do with being yourselves??

 

People that had MDMA are more likely to be themselves and like whatever activities they like no matter how loserly without being in so much fear. Sometimes all it takes is a nearly harmless megapositive life changing experience to get over the wall of oppression. I had no such luck.

 

Oh. Thanks for the info. I thought I wasn't afraid to be myself because I like myself and don't care what people think.
Now I find out it's because in my earlier days I've consumed a lot of MDMA.
I guess if that wasn't the case I'd be a mindless drone.

 

the movie link was interesting. I'm a bit annoyed with the narration in the voice of omniscient prophecy though.