this is an example of why i am a bisexual

I had the same feelings since I was a kid, and trough my hole life. As I was awakening to sex and attraction as a kid I played around with boys and girls. The sex games, exploration and friendship was equally for girls and boys.
As you said I was different bur in those years i didn't try, even, to figure it out. I just enjoyed it.
Later in life I was confused because our society makes a dichotomy, we were either gay or straight. I never was able to see my self as gay although I liked sex with guys. Since ,also, I enjoyed sex with women.
Once I realized it doesn't have to be left or right the confusion disappeared.

 

Seeing The Blue Lagoon when I was 11 or so, it wasn’t really an awakening of my bisexuality, but it was a solid confirmation of it.