^^^...I Wouldn't Get All Upset About Him.......Sounds Like A Totally Fabricated Story To Me..... In A Few Days Time He Will No Doubt Post The "Next Chapter"......I Can Hardly Wait..... Cheers Glen.
When I was young and I met one of my cousins, there was an intense mutual attraction between both of us and we didn't know why. My aunt was aware and actually had to explain to us why that could not be. I still maintained a slight attraction to him as I grew older. Still can't explain why that happened till this day.
I can't say why you were attracted to that particular cousin, as opposed to some other cousin, but intense attractions to cousins are very common in adolescence and the teen years. The two main factors are: extreme horniness (function of age and curiosity), and availability. The availability factor works this way: a cousin is someone adult relatives may leave you alone with for long periods, or even sleeping in the same house together in ways they would not with a male friend from school or the neighborhood. Your parents and his are less suspicious of what you may be up to together - you have greater access. You're thrown together from time to time at family events, and no one is particularly suspicious, or even likely to notice, if you are both missing or in another part of the house together for enough time to experiment sexually. You'd really have to plan to get together in a private place with a non-relative in secret. However, you and a cousin can easily disappear to the basement for a half hour for a mutual masturbation session. You're also more likely to see a cousin in sleepwear, and he you, and things like this can also fan the flames of mutual desire.