I honestly believe it sometimes. I wish I had never met some of the people I did. I wish I was just another mindless sheep who thought you could OD from a joint, lol. And it's more frightening because when you think about it, does anything we know actually matter? Everything goes away. Being an atheist sucks sometimes.
ahh i see what your saying i guess i ask myself the same question sometimes my freinds joke around that im paranoid because i think people hate me but thats pretty common i think
What world... Worlds are what you create them to be.... Change your mind change the world..... I see something I cant explaine,,, its my world..... Talking bout my world.....my world...
you might just be against the world..who know but you, take a walk in the woods on a summer day with some shrooms and weed, youl see
To me it seems like life is completely pointless sometimes. Anything or anyone we love and care about is just gonna end so whats the point in living? if its just gunna end sooner or later. i think the only thing humans should be doing on earth is trying to figure out what happens after death. forget everything else. whats the point in education. its not gunna help you after death is it. its a waste of child hood cos all its for is to get a job to earn money. and then what happens?? we just die :| but then again. life can be so amazing. chilling on the beach. with a spliff and ure mates. hmmm. ....
i know the feeling man. it happens when you are confronted with the fact that your thoughts on how society schould work are so different from reality. at least, i think that this is what is happening. it seems like you live in the wrong place, though i don't think there are many places where smoking pot is fully accepted and if you live in a place where it sucks to be an atheist, man gotta be hard. just hang on and figure out what you wanna do and where you wanna go in your life. not being a sheep means you have thoughts for yourself and it shows that youc an grow into a creative progressive thinker if you put the efforts in it. going into nature on a summer day on shrooms might be quite enlightening, never quite done it like that, but you can read wonderful stories on it elsewhere on this site. the downside is that is a heavy experience in an emotional and psychological sense. you might feel connected to the world, but most of the time trips also confront you with yourself in an unescapable way
Remember that it's good for the world that you don't wan't to be a sheep, even if most people in it think it isn't. Oh yeah, and when the world's against you, it's not personal.
