is knowing I'm spewing my load straight into a pussy. This might actually seem quite dull and boring in comparison to the amount of kinks that people have in this world. But for me if the girl wants me to pull out or even worse wear a condom....the enthusiasm diminishes exponentially. Yea pretty stupid....but more often then not the girls I've been with were on BC otherwise I'd probably have my hands full right now lol. I don't pretend that this is somehow original to me and not a single guy ever anywhere thought about finishing inside a girl. However, does it impact you to the extent that the occasion is ruined?
No way, omg. Dull? Haha I mean, I have other "fantasies," but pretty much the only thing I enjoy about sex is knowing that (A) I have my boyfriend literally inside my body and we couldn't get any closer physically if we tried and (B) at the end of it I have his actual living dna inside my body. Haha I just like to lie there for a while afterward without cleaning up or anything. He doesn't know this excites me so much, but I think he feels the same, maybe? I'm on BC, and we have never used a condom, ever. My therapist, who was with me during a pregnancy scare recently, advised me to maybe use condoms. I was thinking, "lady, you know not what you ask of me." Lol! I don't orgasm from penetration, and since I've masturbated a lot since about age 4 or 5 I'm pretty used to orgasms, anyway.The psychological pleasure is the whole reason I have sex. Using a condom would sooo ruin the effect for me. I like the feeling of flesh-on-flesh friction, the warmth of his load, lmao. It's just what gets me off! I'm religious with that BC now. If I ever have to use a condom, I'll be depressed about it for days. lol!