My self image is restored : P Thanks guys. I never took it as an insult anyway. Like Fae, I feel my "male" aspect is more pronounced than average. I have really good spacial awareness and ability to divide equally by eye : P men, typically, are better at this. But I'm also emotional, cry easily at films and.. Don't know. I used to suffer mood swings but I have sorted that out. It doesn't happen now. Sometimes I think back to some of the black holes I got myself in and just think, like, whaaat... I think female "big kids" are rarer than in men. Doesn't bother me if Luv wants to dismantle a chainsaw on the dining table. At the same time, I'm really into prettifying the house in general, where he doesn't really care.
I'm not un-maternal though! Just don't want a human baby. My nurturing instinct is reserved for animals and men.
Gas prices continue to drop. Today at Murphy Express the price was $1.52 per gallon; adjusted for inflation that is equal to $0.61 in 1984, the year I got my license (according to usinflationcalculator.com).
I'm gonna go out and buy some more vodka and pic nicks maybe. I've turned into my dad. All I want to do is watch sportsball on tv and get drunk. And eat pic nicks. Crazy dreams last night. In one God spoke to me and revealed life is a pulse. I don't know what to make of it, but I'll mull it over.
There were reduced price Easter eggs today. Never seen that until after Easter before. I really love Easter eggs but I already bought a load of chocolate stuff for my birthday so I didn't get one. Easter egg next year and vegetable birthday. Oh that reminds me.. This morning on the news.. They can't say when the virus will peak, or restrictions lifted, something like that.. Because.. It's not a fixed date, like Easter Haha. I know what he means but it's funny he used the one holiday that's a different date each year.
I dreamed that I had a gift basket full of ribbons I was putting in my hair. And mice and a chickadee and chocolate. I went driving to Germany and it was a disaster, going the wrong way and trying to eat chocolate, and the chickadee escaped through the window and I was trying to get it back in.
It's just a phrase. I dont wanna literally breed with Mel's post. Just saying that I loved it so much that I can settle down with it, marry it and raise a family of similar posts until each one goes off to college and then it's just me and the original post, alone together for the 1st time in years, familiar yet somehow strangers until I fall into a deep depression and wonder "where did the last 20 years of my life go?" Then I'll resent the post, have a midlife crisis affair, realize how shallow that feels and that my true love still is that original post... but by the time I realize that it is too late. The post has been deleted Just joking around here But while we're on the subject what's wrong with babies? I like kids. Everyone thinks I have strong maternal instincts. And I like the idea of having kids someday it generally doesn't mesh well with my chosen career
Choco easter eggs are actually the cause of my gas problem. I got a package of my mom. Didn't really want it (rather continue to indulge in quality chocolate than these easter products) but appreciated the thought. Now a bit less