I just keep remembering how uncomfortable it has always been for my nose to be stuffy/clogged when I'm tripping. My nose was broken in a fight a few years ago, so that may have something to do with it.
lol I understand that, but if I concentrate on something that is annoying me during the comeup, it may have some negative influence on my trip. I'm not too worried about it, because I can definitely handle difficult trips, but it still plays a big part in my decision to order some DPT. It's not nearly as influential on my decision as the short duration though. I'm sure it's worth it, but DPT seems like the type of substance that requires some serious conteplation, as opposed to just diving in, head first, so I'm taking everything into consideration and exploring all of my options before I make my decision. Either way, 4-AcO-DMT will be my next purchase, just because it's been so long since I've had shrooms and they're my favorite psychedelic, then I'll decide on the DPT from there.
dear god dude you just captured the essence of the unique dpt ego loss PERFECTLY! You simply move down the graph of the variable "subjective entity / process" until you are significantly 'converted' to a process state of existence; you are verily your own fuel for the trip. Bless I can tell you don't quite understand the strength of this experience. You couldn't influence this trip into a negative one if you wanted to. It is simply the epitomy of existence as you know it, and also in strength. Only with regards to your comfort level with the cardiac issue; an experienced connoisseur of psychedelia like you will absolutely devour this trip and have as unbelievable a time as pr0ne and I.
lol You're right. It would be impossible for me to understand it, having never partaken. I also know that I'd be able to handle it, without question, but at the same time, I prefer my trips to be a little twisted and even "demonic", so I'm sure I would appreciate the fuck out of the experience, while possibly being frightened into spiritual/emotional/physical bliss. I'm definitely gonna try it, someday, but I'd just like to get as much insight as possible before doing so. That being said, my heart has ALWAYS been my biggest worry with every drug I've tried. I'm a bit of a hypochondriac, when it comes to my heart, because I'm always aware of how fast and hard it's beating. My heart has always been my biggest worry with drugs, but it has also been the focus of some of my most meaningful trips. I've never been one who was afraid of death, and the fact that the DPT experience seems to resemble death, in many ways, intrigues me. I'm excited and anxious to experience what you and pr0ne have experienced, and it'll happen someday First thing's first.....I have to find a job. lol
I will do everything in my power to make sure that this substance stays where it is now. This stuff blows LSD out of the water.
It's definitely a priority. 4-AcO-DMT is my first priority, followed by DPT and ketamine. One of my sources just got 2c-T-7 in stock though, so ketamine may drop down a notch on my list of priorities. lol
Great man, I know you will love it. Take caution, and be responsible. This chemical needs to be treated with the utmost respect. Tomorrow, I will trip sit a close friend who is going to take the same same dose that I did. I cant wait to see his reaction.
I will definitely use caution with the DPT, but I highly doubt that will use much caution with the 4-AcO. Let us know how your friend's trip goes
The gods of life can be heard through DPT!!! heh. I am glad I ordered some then. My only problem is wether I should wait till I get out of my current "situation" and wait till I get back to the states, or try it where I am at. The way you are talking about it, set and setting don't mean much? It sounds more like a semi out of body experience. So the biggest problem, my paranoia and anxiety should not be a problem after the first 15-20 minutes? I am just worried about taking it in a containerized housing unit... There isn't good medical for at least 15 min by helo. I am not to worried about that though. I am healthier then most... hmmm guidance?
Health problems wont be an issue. Just got back from my friends house. Hes a bit hard-headed so I gave him a little more than I did. He did not break through, he did not trip very hard at all. He was able to talk, and he was laughing at a fat black man on the TV. I told him he should turn the TV off but he didnt want to. I later found out that hes on an SSRI but he didnt take it today or yesterday. I told him to stop taking it completly.
SSRI's completely DESTROY psychedelics for some people. You can't just skip one day either, you need to stop gradually. It takes a long time to be effective, too.
Such a shame, I feel like a wasted a good dose of DPT on him. The whole time he was complaining about the drip and said his throat was hurting. It would have helped if he told me about those stupid pills before hand.
If you take a solid dose, 100-160mg, anxiety will not be an issue after the first 10 minutes of anxiety being an issue. Just remember; your heart will feel like it's never felt before. You will think you are going into cardiac arrest, for real, no joke, where's a pen and paper so I can write a quick will. Just remember mine and pr0ne's and other erowid users reports; this seems to be normal, and stop about 30 minutes into the come up (or rather, you stop ). You being what you are I'm sure you're even healthier than pr0ne and i. also remember the tremors; you will shake almost violently for a good portion of the trip, so make sure that won't cause unwanted noise/attention/whatever.
Yes, I was almost sure I was going to die. It is fine though, its just the drug. As for the shakes. It felt like my whole body was shaking and vibrating, but I dont think it actually was. Haha, I am ready for another dose, my nose is just a TAD stuffy. I think when it clears it shall be time to dive in again. I now know what the trip is like, so I will be able to let go ALOT easier next time. I had a tiny bit of trouble letting go because of the cardiac shit. But I still let go without a problem. Next time will be divine.
so do you guys think it's doing any damage to your heart? or is it just like exercising really really hard? i'm right there with tns. i don't really wanna snort it since my nose is so fucked up to begin with. even if i don't notice it during the peak, i will notice it before and after, and the next day. if i were to try this one, i might do it rectally. (uck) my list of things to do is 2cb this weekend, 4acodmt, and maybe dpt (or dmt or 5meodmt)
