the poor old hippie

It is all hidden in the way a crab walks



I bid ye good luck. Hunt for yourselves.

 

as for the edit notation. I don't know..it have edited b 4 and never got the edit thingy..

 

luvndrumn.. go watch the crab walk.. herbert says you'll find the answer there..let me know when you find out..we don't have any crabs around here that I know of..

 

luvndrumn I saw your drums.. cool.. I was once a musician.. played lead guitar in my school for wayward teens band..lol.. I was going through a surfer/biker/hippie stage (there was a lot going on in the 60's) hippie settled in me I suppose.. but I still have that biker no BS thing going on.. but the music stayed with me.. I write now cuz I had a job related accident that involved my neck and right side.. so my playing days are over.. I played by ear and am gonna have to find someone to teach my g-kids music.. so they can enjoy a the lovely instruments I have for them.. I have eight g-kids and more on the way. so I'm not lacking in subjects..maybe I should take a music course in collage and teach them myself.. well I think I will do just that..


Herbert.. do you watch the crabs walk.. n if so.. what have they told you..

 

<SNORT>....Well, Gee, I for one am certainly glad thats been cleared up......

And just for the record....I yam what I yam......Whoa man!!

 

blackie dear.. I know ur a man.. and quit it..

 

Hey Shameless..

Your posts about Amy touched me a great deal. I have sit here and cried while reading. I lost my mama two years ago to cancer..and my grieving process is an ongoing ordeal. I couldn't imagine losing one of my children..oh God. I was in the bed with her when she died..she was so scared to die..which made it so much harder to deal with, knowing she just wasn't ready. My babies miss their nanny sooo much..and I make sure they'll never forget her. We were her world. She only had to suffer 3 months with her illness...so I'm thankful for that, however, those 3 months were very very painful. Watching someone you love that much literally wilt away is excruciating. I feel cheated in a sense. I didn't nearly have enough time with her. I don't even think I realized mama knew what the hell she was talking about till I had my own children.
I had to go through alot of grievance counseling, which helped tremendously. At least they proved to me I wasn't crazy. Going through the motions of losing someone that close is very difficult. I have went through so many phases since it's just unreal. A month after her death I also found out my husband had cheated on me..I think I had a breakdown of some sort..there are days I don't remember. I got into drugs after that..for I just couldn't deal anymore. I felt so alone..she loved me more than anyone, and was the ONLY person who really understood me. I haven't done cocaine since September, 2003..so go me!! I got my shit together, left my husband, and I haven't looked back. Due to the drug use..there are alot of things I'm dealing with now that I masked with that shit. But it's ok. I'm dealing. I finally dreamt about her for the first time August 31st, which ironically enough, was the two year anniversary of her death. (one of those love pats someone had mentioned i suppose). She was so real to me in the dream I could smell her perfume. She told me to not do anything she'd be disappointed of...that she was always proud of that good head I had on my shoulders..and to take care of her babies. I woke up crying out loud..it was very real. It was like I got to hold her again..so I am very thankful for this dream. I know time and time again I've said..if I could only see her one more time. So I guess I've rambled long enough. I just wanted to send you some love and good vibes..you sound like such a good person.

 

(((sugarmaggie)))).. thank you so much for your kindness..I lost my mama too last yr..damn Doctors.. I despise them..it's hard to let go of someone so close to you.. esp the only one that will love you uncondisionaly no matter what you do or how many mistakes you have made..a mother's love is like no other.. I'm sorry you lost her in this world.. but there always the next one to look forward to.. She'll be there waiting for you.. like mine will be waiting for me with my darlin' Amy
I'm glad to hear you left ur husband and got off the shit.. both are energy rip offs GOD Bless

 

Witchy woman, eh? Are you a good witch or a bad witch? Which is which?

Yah, I know about the EDIT feature, having used it a time or two mesef. It usually shows the Edit by your name on the date/time if you edit a while after the original post. Since a while had past since you originally posted it, I was was wondering if there was skulldugery afoot. ~would the plural of that be skulldugeries afeet?~

Beggin ye pahdon, but... whut?

Gots no crabbies around here, either. Gotta go east about 50 miles.

Yeah, Miss Kitty is cool. She's a fun date. Musician, huh? I don't have to worry about being a musician... I play drums. ANOTHER GUITAR PLAYER???!!!!!

 

I think the word skulldugery is like the word mice.. yes Miss Kitty is cool she has a nice set of cymbols .. I use to be a guitarist for some 40 yrs.. but I had 5 surgeries on my right arm/hand and I can't play any more..so I gonna try to live vicariously through my grdkids..hehehe..I'm gonna force music lessions on them and make them practise..hehehe yes an evil witch am I..

As for being a good witch bad witch.. well darlin'..part of the witches creed is "Do what Thy wilst, but harm no one".. I read cards and use crystals in my healing work.. I pray to the GODDESS ISHTAR.. I make candles and use them in a ritual manner.. I cast the I Ching and Runes.. I do Numerology and Physiogomy..I have a Tea Reading Cup.. I use Herbs and Oils to make potions..and I smudge my home and salt my proterty line..I only trim my hair on a new moon day..
When I was a lot younger I tried my hand at black majick.. I didn't like the results..
PS a guitar is easier to carry around that a set of drums or a piano

 

I enjoy reading your "Rambelings", keep on...

 

Awwww...thanks for making me smile..I'm definately needing it today

 

Truly words to live by. Wish a lot more people would.

Yeah, she's pretty brassy

Thought about playing something else? Blues harp? Maybe a percussion instrument of some kind?

Geez don't I know it! In her cases and bags, she fills up the bed of my lil pickem up truck. Thankfully, I have her in a place where I can leave her set up, which is great cuz this ol boy gots no roadies; only bad knees.

 

ahh..lookie here a new box to play with.. t/y Skip..
Bad knees are a bummer.. yes I have thought about a different kind of instrument but haven't got close to one yet, I'm thinking on it still.

 

I love slide guitar...and you can sit on your butt while playing...

 

I don't mind standing to play.. it's my arm that gives out.. I shouldn't complain.. I had a friend once that had polio when she was a child (cira 66') she was amazing. Odd was her handle..Odd played a 12 string and piano and well any and all musical instruments.. she had braces on her legs and was in a wheelchair..she had to pickup her right arm with her left hand and place it on the strings/keys to play..Odd was my mentor in the Haight.. she's all over in my book

 

WOW, YOU GO SISTA ODD!!!!!!

Have you ever heard of "Jango", he was a guitar player back in the 40's-50's that only had I think 3 fingers on one hand....I'll ask Larry tonight about him, but he was a great guitarist...just shows if you want something bad enough....

Just wanted to give you a hug...{{{{{{SHAMELESS}}}}}}.
teepi

 

awww... ((((TeePi))).. you are such a heart.. I mean all heart.. you see the good where the lite shines... your like the fresh mornin' dew sparklin' in the first rays of the shinnin' sun..you warm the soul with the smile that lives in you heart..you bring joy to all that pass your way..what a treasure you are and we're all blessed to have you in our lives.. GOD Bless you

ohh btw. my friends name was Sister Juniper Odd..so when you said sista odd your were ringt on..she still alive and well in cave junction oregon

 

CAVE JUNCTION!!!

Sweetie, thats where our dear Brother Homebudz is...one day I plan to go there, because I have had an urge to hug that man since I first met him here.

Thank you for your oh so kind words....Shameless, you are another whom I long to meet and spend time with.

We will always have a good time here.
You are so open and I appreciate that, so many are afraid to be, you lay it out there..and come what may...
Something I truely respect.
teepi

 

Thank you Blackie, we have an old mag with an article about him but of course when I want something it takes me 3 days to find it...I'm getting things organized though, we just bought a file cabinet...whoo hoo!!!

Yes thats correct, he was revered in his day and still some are entranced by him and what he overcame.
My husband is a musician and knows about alot of the music world, he has opened my eyes so wide...

teepi