the off-topic thread

I think I'm getting another fooking cold. And I just fell down random thoughts by accident, woops.

 

I used to post in there loads. It really is the very pit of human small-mindedness though. "My mums got new car insurance" or "i really like yellow socks" or "ive just sneezed and then eaten a curry! Have you?"

 

Hahahaha, so true. To add to that, I have another spot just appeared

 

Ive had a really stubborn spot for weeks now...i never usually get them at all, but when i do its just one big red one in a ridiculous place and it takes over my face

I just leave em though

 

I douse mine in tea tree, typical teenage spots, had them since I was 11.

 

Im sooo lazy, and I'm panicking now cos there's no way I can miss last lesson yet it's with the same teacher who teaches philosophy,l of which I have missed the last two lessons. Think I'll have to say I've been ill and struggled in. Hmm, maybe I could fashion myself some 'ill makeup' even...

 

Wahou! Weve agreed that after ive finished uni were going to become foster carers! How exciting!

 

Awww maxi, brilliant!! My Auntie Pat's a foster carer, I've had something like 16 foster cousins now. Do you think you'll foster babies or older?

 

Thanx, I just cant wait! Im very maternal and ive never been happier than when i worked with kids...but we dont want to breed. I do find myself connecting a lot better with 2-6 year olds, so we will apply within that catagory. 3 is my favourite age...so curious and still very sweet Id like to say wed take on the older cases that have less interest but i do have a bit of difficulty with them, especially the boys, and i should imagine itd be made worse by the fact theyre in foster care

Weve got loads to work towards now, i just hope its not over ambitious. We do have money problems at the moment hopefully well get there though

 

My Auntie fosters babies as a rule, but she's also fostered some 4 and 6 year old sisters and a lovely girl who was 8 when she arrived and 10 when she left. You can certainly choose your specialist age ramge, and also the money you get for the children's upkeep is usually pretty sufficient. Good luck, I think its truly awesome!

 

14 years hmmmm I don't know, is that too much or does it matter? I don't know!!!!!! then again it is only 14 years, not like it is an alien concept.

 

Age gap moon? Never mind age gaps when you're over 20.

 

I'm only just over 20!!! He's a bit older, I think I just have to find a reason to push people away if they try to get close!

 

'Fraid I'm the worst person to ask on this...

Hmm, oh dear, I've won another skirt on ebay, woops.

 

Lol ny, big spendy capitalist you.

I rode in the boot of the car today, twas quality, you can lie down and look at the stars WHILE MOVING wooo!

Also, I had a big old convo today with a guy in my year I'd always assumed to be a bit nerdy and non-questioning, but he's pro complete legalisation (though he'd never touch anything) ect. So that's good. So is the fact it's the weekend *two steps*

 

Not for an hour yet.. and I'm already slightly bladdered.. two glasses of wine, a triple gin and tonic and a can of fosters I found lurking in the back of the fridge.

Plus I just got done watching Shark, bout the only good thing on Five, or TV generally at the mo.

 

Yeah i think is a good idea to ignore age gaps after youre an adult...long as theyre not dodgy people obviously...but ive known some complete immature twonks in their 50s and some more level-headed younger people, so what the hell. Go go go moon!hehe. The thought of me being with a 34 year old seems pretty normal to me. I mean my husbands 28, not that far off

 

You really have to love jumble sales, I now own a pastelly multicoloured handknitted thick cardigan which looks like a big version of a cardigan I had when I was 5. But its warm and I love it.

 

Debt=pain

 

Did i let it crush me too much and now is it too late to get back on track again? Have a painted myself into a corner? Will i have to watch my ex friends go about their business like nothing happened, turning their backs on me because of how ive become, all the while being walled in? Where do i move to knowing no-one here and dragging such weights behind me? And who really cares, anyway?