I was hoping to wuit before you come visit me actually. I felt so ashamed breaking down and smoking in front of you. I hide it from everyone. It's an embarassing thig for me. And I sure as hell know I wouldn't be smoking after you got out and you were here all the time
There are some things that I deserve, yes...for example, if I have a huge test and I fail it because I didn't study, I ultimately deserved that.
Yes, I'm a firm believer of Karma. Sometimes though, things can happen that cannot be really explained, random occurences, luck of the draw so to speak. But many things are cause and effect. You do this (or don't do this, for that matter) and this will happen. Get it?