Today I was kicked out of class for speaking my mind. I was to honest. I left that school in a hot second in my wrecked up Buick my parents got me a year ago. I went to the beach by the place we first met the days I was your girl. I thought of you and cried. The day you died I lost a part of me. You gave me everything. I got kicked out of my house. My parents found out I was pregnant. You were happy we were happy. Then you were murdered. I was left pregnant and alone. I gave birth to you and gave it up for adoption. She was you and me. I get cards from her parents. I want you guys back. I am eighteen. I miss the girl. I miss you. I miss us. I walk to my friends house and crash. I go back to school and find out I am forgiven. I can try to find hope in this lost world.
