The Gateway To Paradise, And The Passage Without Back To Hell. My First Trip!

Were about 21:00 when I anymore and 2 buddies, each 1/4 Pink Panther here near our homes, and then we went to the square which would be during the trip. We got there around 21:50, and two other friends, who take care of people were buying drinks at a stand. After buying their drinks, one of my friend who took LSD was smoking marijuana, and then we went to accompany him (he smoked only), that were already 22:40. After that, it was 22:50, we return to the post he bought the drinks at the beginning, and along the way I decided to drop and I and my 2 friends who take LSD began to feel a lightness when walking, but only that. When they were around 23:00 we came back to the square, we started to really feel the effects of LSD, and I especially had more hallucinations that my other 2 friends. My first effects were mild, I began to see a traffic light pole and two buildings that had facing me swinging a bit and keep vibrating. I decided to lie down on the bench and started looking at the Moon, and that was the culmination of the trip, it was the best time, the clouds gathered and formed perfect designs as if they were "little ghosts" of hands joined together and turning to each other, and right in the middle of the moon with a mist coming out of it, and the Moon was a face hypnotist, I looked and gave me a certain emotion when looking, and certain time after I got to see a figure of a being, seemed a deity, I can't describe it, it felt like I was discovering my essence, something never felt in my entire life, It was a moment much more sentimental than sensory. After seeing the "little ghosts" dancing, the clouds were organised in a dense fog, which was falling apart, and behind the mist was a very large object appearing, red color with black, resembling a flying saucer. After that we went for a walk near the square, and I was walking with my friends and I felt choked up to see so much Dick in my view, how people behaved and acted, it seemed that I had gained a new perception about life, how people care about trivial things, how culture was weakI was choking so much crap that I saw in the ads, people, I had to stop for a moment and pull the air to release me. I'm sure at one time I had to stop and pull the air, because I was all locked, all my muscles in the body were deadlocked. After that we went back to the square and stayed there for a bit, I sat this time and closed my eyes and I heard a song that my friend put it to me, a psytrance, and that music has invaded my mind in such a way, that I synchronized with the music in my head and everything fit, it seemed that everything made sense now, but I didn't know what to do. I began to feel the texture of the colors of my blouse, I spent my blouse (striped blue, red and black) and I couldn't decipher each color with just a touch, and I began to feel the smell of some colors of the environment, such as a fluorescent pink had her around, the music that was playing synchronized with everything in the environment, and everything was falling into place in the rhythm of the music, I started looking at the floor of the square, made of various stones, and the pebbles formed faces and then they fit perfectly and formed a liquid and were floating, as if they were in a State of fusion. My friend who used LSD and smoked pot called to buy lollipops at the gas station that had bought the drinks, by then I was pretty good, it was very well done psychologically, but after we left the post to return to the square started the bad part of the trip. When we left the place, I started getting out of this in relation to reality, was more or less 2 seconds late or early, you couldn't distinguish. I watch my buddies right in front just around the corner, and had some people talking, and when I was there, everything was in slow motion and everyone stopped talking and were looking at me, and I felt very bad taste in the mouth, as if it were a taste of shit, and in addition like I felt something material in my mouth and was trying to take off, but it was nothing. When we arrived at another corner, facing the square, I looked at my friend and I saw a really bad energy in him, a dark aura around him, I saw him as a very timid person, very fragile and desperate (it was bad), and that somehow infected me and I started to lose the design to distinguish the plan from reality and what I considered that it might be realI looked at him and already starting to see a lot of bad things about him, a part I looked at him and saw a small Horn brewing in him, and his skin was rotting, and spent a little monster running beside him and disappeared, but I knew I should control myself not to enter the bad trip, but it was very strong and very difficult to stay in reality. I tried to fight my mind to stay in reality and not embark on these trips with demonic images and sensations. There was a car parked in the corner, between two motorcycles, and my friend started talking that the woman would not be able to leave with the car, and I got to see my friend as a bad person, like someone who wants bad for a person, and I looked at the woman maneuvering the car, I saw her as an insecure persondesperate to get the car out of there, and I saw the car knocking on motorcycles, coming and going, as if it were a toy car, and the cars stopped on the street to yell at his wife, and all that infected me in a very negative. In all the time I tried to control myself and I restore in terms of reality, and so I decided that the best thing to do was I came to my house, and I spoke to one of my friends who did not take the candy to accompany me and help me cross the street to my house, because I was no longer able to distinguish what was real or not, and was still out of sync with the real time. When we passed the square to go, I felt that the environment had changed completely since the last time I was there, I felt I was no longer a pleasant climate to stay, and when my friend helped me cross the street, I looked back and I heard many people talking about me and looking at me, but I was trying to make me realize that everything was psychologicalbut it was very intense. On the way back home I stipulated as meta talk only with my two friends who didn't use LSD, because the other two were entering my mind and taking me to other dimensions. Then came along, I always asked for one of my friends talk to me as if I was walking some time without talk or do anything, I was starting to lose me from reality and go to another universe. I walked right in front of my friends, and by far I listened to my friend who was with bad energy saying: "Wow, he's pretty bad," and that was in my mind in such a way, as if I was a very bad person also, but I always tried to rescue those other dimensions and back to reality. During the turn it was raining a little, and I opened my arms and pulled down deep, and I could feel a relief and Liberation too big, I felt every drop of rain all over my body, and I felt clearly the smell of water. When I got home were about 02:30, I tried to watch TV, but I could not concentrate more than 10 seconds on some channel, that I began to see monsters in the face of people and began to enter a parallel trip, I tried to close the eye to rest, and I would go into an infinite loop, as if I were still in the thinking of other things. So I thought the best way to get rid of this bad was talk, and told everything to my mother, I was really fast, my brain was bombarded with 10 million of information per second, I was speaking from 2:0 without stop, had to take a break, pull the air and unlock the muscles to continue talking. Spent a lot on my head, it was like I was using all my brain at that moment, I was bombarded with a lot of information and spoke without stopping everything that came in my brain, and I could not sit still, if I started getting a lot of time staring at a place, as the face of my mother, I began to see very bad deformations and I went on a tripthen I was 2:0 connected straight talking, then I was calming down, were already 05:00. I was relaxing until the hallucinations almost over, and I was able to lie down and close my eyes, when it was 06:30 I got up and went to talk to my friends about the trip.




That's what I reported was just a part of what I lived, felt and heard that night, it was a very intense experience. I don't know if it was the gateway to heaven, or to hell without back. But I think were moments that somehow contributed so addictive in my life and in the consolidation of who I am.


Sorry for the grammar errors, because I'm from Brazil and I used a translator to write the report.