the F word

I've done a lot of thinking when it comes to my future... and when I think about those things, well some of them scare me... so I had the tendancy to pretend like it's not an option.. or it I know it's going to happen.... pretend like I know nothing about it.

If I really had it my way I wouldn't concern myself with the things of the future... I would concern myself with what is of today. Half the time the things that are planned out in the future don't happen like you planned them to anyway.