The beauty of masturbation - I would like to hear other thoughts

Masturbation in itself is a beautiful and erotic act of one pleasuring themselves. I am a 21 yr old virgin male that has only known the pleasure of masturbation. I thought once that looking at another guys dick was a shameful thought and immediately classed it as gay. But is it really?
I went on a cam website with females, couples, and TRANSEXUALS. This blew my mind that I could be attracted to females that had actual penises. At first I thought I was gay or bi at least, seeing as I haven't actually had sex yet but now I think otherwise. I explored this aspect of the internet and found that it isn't gay, I'm attracted to a female that just has a dick. I then thought hey maybe seeing another guy masturbating isn't gay. I went on omegle and cause its predominantly males on I was masturbating and everynow and then there would be another male masturbating as well on cam. I figured it out, masturbation is beautiful and unique and erotic and somewhat lonely but peaceful. I now quite enjoy talking or masturbating on cam with whoever.
Just wanted to voice what I was thinking in a more discreet manner than I could in real life. If anyone wants to Skype with me to just talk, watch or join in this awesome realm of mutual masturbation then you can add me through my username.
I would love to hear what other people have to say on this.