I am am wobbling a bit, stood on the edge of nothingness. need something fast, quick and subtle to end it ALL. if I see my doc and tell him I want to leave this web of madness in my head, will he section me? will he let me leave the surgery after.?
maybe you can go into more detail with us, havent a clue how to assist you.. or.. you should call 911 if your feeling really bad about yourself.. \
sorry to hear that you are feeling this way Drew. Agree with Orison that if you feel like you are at high risk for an attempt, call 911 You may want to check out www.suicideforum.com or www.befrienders.org for a suicide hotline Many suicide attempts fail, leaving the person even worse off than before their attempt. This is one of several reasons not to try to commit suicide. There's probably a way that you can make things better so that you feel glad to be alive.
Just wanted to say it was a blip and thank you for even saying anything. Amazing how a comment from another human from somewhere on earth can make a difference with just a word. happens regularly to me, I have no doubt one day it will be taken from my own control but for now I just deal with the downbits as best I can and then things usually get better and I wonder why I was like that. Been going on fro. Age ten I think, sometimes years between episodes. Ramble ramble... Just. Thanks is what I REALLY want to say x
Maybe if you see a doc they can give you something to stabilize things so you dont have these dangerous episodes.
^ I agree. You may feel ok now but what if no one had seen this? Maybe now is the time to think about preventing these episodes from happening in the future, instead of waiting for them to occur and seeking help to recover. (((Hugs))) op
I just 'liked' all your posts I didn't know what else to do, I'd rather have hugged you all but my arms are not long enough.
