So I know that none of you will ever have anything other than the deepest, most abiding contempt for me. And this is regardless of what I say, what I do. Whatever is the absolute worst thing you can think of a person, that's what you'll think of me--and say to me. With no remorse, no empathy. Because you're a hippie. Well I'm a goddess. I'm in control of my life. I have no control over my reputation. But I have control over my eating, coffee, alcohol, and smoking. You do know I hear voices right? And people wonder why I keep switching labels. It's because no matter what label I use, I get disrespected. No matter how lazy or hard working I am, I don't earn respect. Because at the top of the heap is dominance/submission, chimpdom, predator ape games. Now I'm the apex predator in my environment. And I'm not putting up a front either. If I fail, I will jump right back up on that bitch. Laters.
While I think that standing up for yourself is a positive thing, you seem to have misdirected you efforts in this case. I don't think anyone said anything to you; maybe I'm wrong though. Anyway. Catch you later.
Monday morning mentality. Cut your toenails, put on a white shirt, and you ask yourself... Who's gonna suck my dick today?
She is the poster formerly known as TheSamantha. I actually liked you quite a bit, Samantha. Your posts were always pretty open and interesting. Glad to see you back.
I never really got to know you. For the most part we posted in different forums I guess. Come to the chat room some night and hang out with us.
